Jan 15, 2006 19:11
Have you ever been in one of those states where you dont even feel like you have control over your own life? Like your life just seems to be going along and your jsut watching it. Everything is almost like burring past you.
I dont know, I have been feeling like that lately. I cant seem to make decisions about what I really want and Im usually good at that. I cant seem to get a perspective on my life. Like things are happening that I dont like, but Im not stopping them. And thats not me. I always cahnge everything to get wat I want. And I am really good at sticking up for myself. But I dont know. One minute I think i have made a decision about what I want or wat Im going to do. And then the next day, I change my mind. If Im chaning, Im not so sure I like it.