ughhh
UGh well yesterday did NOT turn out as good as I thought.
And once again this is MYjournal so you have no say about what I write in here. and dont take this all in literal terms. I do NOT plan on dumping Steve.
But last night you know was just drama. I HATE drama. I really do. Like things like that just compleltly turn me off towards people. Its the exact reason why i dont like boyfriends. (This is where you dont take it literal. I have an amazing boyfriend.) The thing is the entire thing could have been avoided.
I needed a ride to my aunts and for my aunt. I thought Steve was going to do it. Then I find out he is with Ashley and Chris. And ITS NOT A BIG DEAL. i DO NOT CARE. All I say to him is that he can chill with them and i just have to find another ride. IT IS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE A PROBLEM. but then the other 2 cmoe online asking me why I dont wanna chill with my boyfriend and blah blah. I NEVER SAID THAT. ugh. its just completly ridiculous. After I told Steve I would do the nicest thing for him today too. and I wasnt ever mad at him or anything. they just turned it inot something it wasnt. I didnt say I was mad, or that he needed to ditch them, or that i didnt want to see him. But now Im mad and hurt or watever. Because I dont see wat the problem is. or wat i did wrong. or anything. I was letting him do wat he wanted last night but i still needed to do wat i needed. which I didnt even get to do, but whatever. But you know, now hes mad at me, he hasnt talked to me. But like for once in EVER I didnt even do anything! AT ALL.
Alrite my venting is done.
Today I feel sicker than the rest ofthe week. Probably because I ddnt sleep last night. So I gotta find myself a ride to the doctors (which i think i already did) and i still gotta find a ride to and for my aunt. And tonight is my night with Katie. Im excited.
idk leave suttin about what you think