Aug 20, 2007 13:44
All this stress, all the complaining...it's all my fault.
WHY do I worry so much??
I survived for a year on my own completely and I'm not dead, nor particularly unhappy.
WHY do I think so much?
WHY do I look at my check book every single day?
WHY can't I just 'go with the flow'?
I wish I could STOP.
S T O P!
If nothing matters, why would you choose sad over happy?
It takes less effort to be happy than sad, more muscles to frown than to smile.
Just play the game, or quit completely. Being halfway in and halfway out isn't any fun.
It's normal to be pissed and to question things, but in this life you have to pick and choose your battles.
Life should be happy with sprinkles of anger. Not the other way around. Not when you don't have to literally fight for your life.
Don't waste yourself on disappointment and depression.
I've been trying for a while now to find a Henry Rollins quote from a spoken word but I've failed.
It was something like he didn't know anyone there(at the venue) but he liked them, not that he wanted to hang out but because they're alive. They had a chance. A chance to just be. Unlike Joe Cole.
So, what he said.