The best time of my life!
November of 2002, I was given the best news of my life. My wife was pregnant with our second child. December of 2002 came the worst news of all, my wife was leaving me. My entire world came crashing down on top of me. What my life was becoming is one 3 yr old boy, a newborn baby girl, and a divorce. For the next year I was to be a wreck, had lost two jobs do to depression and lost the place I was living in. Also keep in mind the fact that I was 20 at the time. Now the next year kinda picked up. I was trying to pick the pieces of my life up and glue them back together but there were a few that were missing. Because I had spent a good few years sleeping with someone near me I had gotten a really bad sleep cycle. Unless I was falling asleep while standing up I wasn't going to get to sleep so I also cut down the hours that I slept so that when I got home I would be so tired that I would automatically fall asleep.
But now, for the first time in almost two years I can say that I'm happy again. A girl that I'd known about for going on just over three years let one of my friends know that she liked me, and then my friend came and told me this. So for the next week I mulled it over and decided with me having a crush on her and visa versa I would talk with her. And these past four days have honestly been the best days of my life, I have been extremely happy and even though I was scared to enter into a relationship it really was the best decision I made. Because if I didn't I would still be alone and wondering if I would ever find someone that I could actually be with who wouldn't stab me in the back after 7 years.
But now, for the first time in almost two years I can say that I'm happy again. A girl that I'd known about for going on just over three years let one of my friends know that she liked me, and then my friend came and told me this. So for the next week I mulled it over and decided with me having a crush on her and visa versa I would talk with her. And these past four days have honestly been the best days of my life, I have been extremely happy and even though I was scared to enter into a relationship it really was the best decision I made. Because if I didn't I would still be alone and wondering if I would ever find someone that I could actually be with who wouldn't stab me in the back after 7 years.