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Wow. been a while. dont really know where to start. Well lets start with my job. i hate it. I hate everyday i am forced to be there by the restraints of money and our societies focuz on wealth and currency. Whatever. That sounds real liberal-extreme but i am in one of those moods right now. I am too the point where i would take any job that will pay at least as much if not more and doesnt involve being outside. seriously. ANYTHING!!!
Well whats next. I dunno. nothing else is really going on. Been hanging out with this girl and she is like a sister to me know and her kid loves and it is kewl cuz we can be real good freinds with no sexual tension or even thoughts of a relationship beyond friends and i love that. But as far as love interests, i am SOL. i realized tha other day that there are very few girls left around here that i would even want to date serisouly and the ones that are left i have never met or i have somehow scared off or offended already so i have no chance with them. then all the otehr girls i meet want to date or soemthing but cant cuz i dont drink i dont smoke and i dont have sex. It sux. I cant find anyone to meet the criteria so i go on alone. Noe yeah i get to hangout with girls every so often but even that is rare nad mostly on just a firend or friend of a friend basis.
So my life kinda sux. I am bored with work, with Flint, with... me. I am bored and starting to think maybe even boring. But who knows. i am sure things will change. Hopefully soon.
Well whats next. I dunno. nothing else is really going on. Been hanging out with this girl and she is like a sister to me know and her kid loves and it is kewl cuz we can be real good freinds with no sexual tension or even thoughts of a relationship beyond friends and i love that. But as far as love interests, i am SOL. i realized tha other day that there are very few girls left around here that i would even want to date serisouly and the ones that are left i have never met or i have somehow scared off or offended already so i have no chance with them. then all the otehr girls i meet want to date or soemthing but cant cuz i dont drink i dont smoke and i dont have sex. It sux. I cant find anyone to meet the criteria so i go on alone. Noe yeah i get to hangout with girls every so often but even that is rare nad mostly on just a firend or friend of a friend basis.
So my life kinda sux. I am bored with work, with Flint, with... me. I am bored and starting to think maybe even boring. But who knows. i am sure things will change. Hopefully soon.