IMPORTANT NOTICE!!!!!!
To everyone that I consider important to me, please read.
I won't be around online as much or at all the next few days. My father is coming home within the next few hours so I have to stay off the computer and get out of the house, he already has this mind set that all I do is just sit in front of the computer all day, do nothing around the house and waste my time watching TV or playing videogames. I wanted to tell this to my important friends along with any and all friends I have personally but I don't think I'll have much luck tonight.
Lately my father has been on me more and more these days and my stress isn't getting lighter, its getting heavier and heavier. First he just wanted me to get a job, ANY job. Then it became get a job for what I went to school for. Then its get myself a government job. Now he wants me to sign up for the Coastal Guards and get myself in shape to pass the physical. He's even bribing me that he'll continue paying for the loan only if I start getting into shape, I know it doesn't sound back but if I want to get into shape, I want it to be because its good for me, not so my student loan or my bills will be payed for.
I've been working really hard with a group of people helping me get a job, but its just been hard and I'm not being picky either. I just want a job so I could start at least helping around the house and getting on with my live. The only reason he's being such an ass to me is because he's paying thirty extra dollars, the same guy who got on me and my mom's case because there was eleven extra dollars on two bills, one for the cell and the other for Pay Per View.
I just can't take this stress anymore, I want to get the hell out of here and never come back to this place...but I can't up and leave my mom and my sister just like that, even though my sister has moved out long ago...not to mention I wouldn't know where to go and I'll have nothing to my name. I just don't want to be here...
...Only one more hour till his call arrives for me to pick him up...I just hope..no, pray that the next few days will go just fine without troubles. On the side note, I will try to show up online whenever I can get the chance...it'll just be later than usual.
Later days...
I won't be around online as much or at all the next few days. My father is coming home within the next few hours so I have to stay off the computer and get out of the house, he already has this mind set that all I do is just sit in front of the computer all day, do nothing around the house and waste my time watching TV or playing videogames. I wanted to tell this to my important friends along with any and all friends I have personally but I don't think I'll have much luck tonight.
Lately my father has been on me more and more these days and my stress isn't getting lighter, its getting heavier and heavier. First he just wanted me to get a job, ANY job. Then it became get a job for what I went to school for. Then its get myself a government job. Now he wants me to sign up for the Coastal Guards and get myself in shape to pass the physical. He's even bribing me that he'll continue paying for the loan only if I start getting into shape, I know it doesn't sound back but if I want to get into shape, I want it to be because its good for me, not so my student loan or my bills will be payed for.
I've been working really hard with a group of people helping me get a job, but its just been hard and I'm not being picky either. I just want a job so I could start at least helping around the house and getting on with my live. The only reason he's being such an ass to me is because he's paying thirty extra dollars, the same guy who got on me and my mom's case because there was eleven extra dollars on two bills, one for the cell and the other for Pay Per View.
I just can't take this stress anymore, I want to get the hell out of here and never come back to this place...but I can't up and leave my mom and my sister just like that, even though my sister has moved out long ago...not to mention I wouldn't know where to go and I'll have nothing to my name. I just don't want to be here...
...Only one more hour till his call arrives for me to pick him up...I just hope..no, pray that the next few days will go just fine without troubles. On the side note, I will try to show up online whenever I can get the chance...it'll just be later than usual.
Later days...