Panic Attack
I dont even know what to write about so much shyt has gone down since my last blog. So let me tell yall what happened yesterday. I had to go to the library to study for this physics test which is today. Oh my god...i have been stressin so bad over this test just like everybody else in the class. I didn't to too well on the first test but I did good on the 2nd and the 3rd test. So anywayz, i been worring myself about this test because I dont want anything lower than a B in the class so that it wont mess up my GPA. Do you know I was in the library reading over my physics and I dun had a panic attack. It just came all of a sudden. It was like my heart was racing a thousands times a second and I started gettin short of breath. It only lasted for a few seconds but it seemed like a long ass time. I had to sit there and take a few breaths and then go outside and take a break. Now you know thats sad when school is givin you this much damn trouble. Why do I have to want to be a doctor???
In addition to the panic attack I have been experiencing insomnia:"inablity to sleep". I dont know if its because Im worrying too much or what. But when I lay down at night I cant go straight to sleep. Sometimes it takes 20 mins. Other times it takes 1 hour. I dont know whats goin on. School has me straight trippin. I just be havin so much on my mind and worryin about grades. Im tryin to maintain a 3.5 so that I can get into this medical school I really wanna go to. Its competitve so Im tryin to stand out.
In addition to the panic attack I have been experiencing insomnia:"inablity to sleep". I dont know if its because Im worrying too much or what. But when I lay down at night I cant go straight to sleep. Sometimes it takes 20 mins. Other times it takes 1 hour. I dont know whats goin on. School has me straight trippin. I just be havin so much on my mind and worryin about grades. Im tryin to maintain a 3.5 so that I can get into this medical school I really wanna go to. Its competitve so Im tryin to stand out.