Nobody Listened.....Mad as Fuck
Maybe I'm the only one that feels this way. But do you feel like sometimes when you tell people stuff like : Man I a really think there is something wrong w. me and its seems like people are NOT LISTENING. All they say is : Oh you'll be okay. Or they laugh and say your crazy. Or they say I UNDERSTAND What the fuck is that about?!? And what the hell is so funny? Then folks wonder when something goes wrong : Why didn't she/he just tell me. I thought we were close.Well maybe if people actually took the time to LISTEN to what you have to say and offer some QUALITY ADVICE instead of YOULL BE OKAY. And what do you mean by you understand? How the HELL do you understand my situation when you have never gone through anything like Im going through
If I felt as though I was gonna be okay would I say I think there is something wrong w/ me. NO. People get so caught up in their lives that they dont have the time to listen to their "friends" and "family". But then when it comes to their issues they are the first ones callin you w. their issues and wanting you to tend to them, like the world revolves around them. I can truly say that I only have a few friends that I know I can actually call up and tell them how i feel, because they are going through the same things, esp lately.
For the people who dont take the time to listen it just makes me wanna say Why in the HELL should I care about your situation when you didn't give a FUCK about mines. But being the considerate person that I am I sit and listen and offer advice. Thats exactly how I've gotten to where I am today. So concerned about other people but at the same time not feeling as though people take me serious or have the same concern about me. JUST SELFISH. Thats exactly why I keep my feelings to myself, esp lately. Because I feel like why even waste my time all they are going to say is : Thats life. or You'll be okay or it Could be WOrse. I don't wanna fuckin hear that. What does THATS LIFE mean anyways. Just b/c life is rough does that mean that I have to surpress my feelings and feel good about it b/c THATS LIFE. Shyt makes me sick to my stomach. I know life isn't gonna be cake walk and that everybody goes through things, but that doesn't mean that you just throw your hands up and say well THATS LIFE. Sorry just something that has really been bothering me lately.
If I felt as though I was gonna be okay would I say I think there is something wrong w/ me. NO. People get so caught up in their lives that they dont have the time to listen to their "friends" and "family". But then when it comes to their issues they are the first ones callin you w. their issues and wanting you to tend to them, like the world revolves around them. I can truly say that I only have a few friends that I know I can actually call up and tell them how i feel, because they are going through the same things, esp lately.
For the people who dont take the time to listen it just makes me wanna say Why in the HELL should I care about your situation when you didn't give a FUCK about mines. But being the considerate person that I am I sit and listen and offer advice. Thats exactly how I've gotten to where I am today. So concerned about other people but at the same time not feeling as though people take me serious or have the same concern about me. JUST SELFISH. Thats exactly why I keep my feelings to myself, esp lately. Because I feel like why even waste my time all they are going to say is : Thats life. or You'll be okay or it Could be WOrse. I don't wanna fuckin hear that. What does THATS LIFE mean anyways. Just b/c life is rough does that mean that I have to surpress my feelings and feel good about it b/c THATS LIFE. Shyt makes me sick to my stomach. I know life isn't gonna be cake walk and that everybody goes through things, but that doesn't mean that you just throw your hands up and say well THATS LIFE. Sorry just something that has really been bothering me lately.