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well i dont know what the fuck to think.
Becca is telling me to tell him. Deb tells me to tell him. my intuition or what imposes as intuition tells me it would fall upon deaf ears. Shellz doesnt know what to tell me to do. hes not txting me back anyway so im not going to bother till he can decide that he wants to hear what i have to say.
argh
im a fucken mess. why do i allow mself to be hurt by someone who has only treated me badly? why has life chosen that person for me to fall for? ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate it.
Becca is telling me to tell him. Deb tells me to tell him. my intuition or what imposes as intuition tells me it would fall upon deaf ears. Shellz doesnt know what to tell me to do. hes not txting me back anyway so im not going to bother till he can decide that he wants to hear what i have to say.
argh
im a fucken mess. why do i allow mself to be hurt by someone who has only treated me badly? why has life chosen that person for me to fall for? ARGHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate it.