bye Dada
well GRRRRR i just lost the page i typed. but ill type it again.
ummm today i said goodbye to my dad whos moving overseas on monday. it was really quite gutting watching him drive away know it would be months/years till i see him again.
im a daddys girl and although distance cant remove a bond with someone it doesnt help that he will be several thousand miles away and several hundred dollars (that i odnt have) away.
i understand that i am one of the fortunate ones, that many people dont have a dad, or he abuses them, or has done some really ratshit things to them or their mums. my dad is no saint but hes my dad and the only birth father i have.
i need to go see Pop. hopefully he will help me show dad the mess hes leaving behind. hopefully, although Pop is dead and buried he takes the time to show dad what i see. now dont get me wrong its dads life and he needs to live it. i just dont like that hes living it so far away.
christ i need another drink.
umm happy easter everyone.
hi Shellz.
on the upside i had a really funny gay couple come through work today. they made me laugh :) and i have had random messages from people who think i am bi. thats always entertaining.
anyway, see ya dudes and dudesses (lol thats providing people actually read this junk)
i fare thee well,
-Suddie-
p.s. Dada, even with an aussie accent, i love you.
ummm today i said goodbye to my dad whos moving overseas on monday. it was really quite gutting watching him drive away know it would be months/years till i see him again.
im a daddys girl and although distance cant remove a bond with someone it doesnt help that he will be several thousand miles away and several hundred dollars (that i odnt have) away.
i understand that i am one of the fortunate ones, that many people dont have a dad, or he abuses them, or has done some really ratshit things to them or their mums. my dad is no saint but hes my dad and the only birth father i have.
i need to go see Pop. hopefully he will help me show dad the mess hes leaving behind. hopefully, although Pop is dead and buried he takes the time to show dad what i see. now dont get me wrong its dads life and he needs to live it. i just dont like that hes living it so far away.
christ i need another drink.
umm happy easter everyone.
hi Shellz.
on the upside i had a really funny gay couple come through work today. they made me laugh :) and i have had random messages from people who think i am bi. thats always entertaining.
anyway, see ya dudes and dudesses (lol thats providing people actually read this junk)
i fare thee well,
-Suddie-
p.s. Dada, even with an aussie accent, i love you.