long time no see......again.
I've been searching for somewhere to offload a little....keep looking.....but thought I'd just come back to where all this crap started. Where the interwebs started ruling our lives, our thoughts.
I'd do anything to live without it, but it's part of who we are now I guess. :(
So, how have things changed....
I'm back on meds. Being hinted about Bi-polar and PTSD. Both entirely plausible....but I'm probably just fucked up. I wonder if there's even a label....or pills and potions.... One can only deal with so much stuff before it shapes who you are.
I'm pretty much a home bird now. I can count on less than a single hand the people I trust to talk to.
I try and get through every day, but there never seems enough time/energy to do everything.
My weight is back up to my heaviest of 9 years ago. That needs to be dealt with. Now.
So much pants stuff to chat about, and I guess I need to get back on here to do that.
Positive stuff too....but it gets lost....so I need to highlight that too. :)
So, yeah....sounds good.
See you tomorra Eljay. x
I'd do anything to live without it, but it's part of who we are now I guess. :(
So, how have things changed....
I'm back on meds. Being hinted about Bi-polar and PTSD. Both entirely plausible....but I'm probably just fucked up. I wonder if there's even a label....or pills and potions.... One can only deal with so much stuff before it shapes who you are.
I'm pretty much a home bird now. I can count on less than a single hand the people I trust to talk to.
I try and get through every day, but there never seems enough time/energy to do everything.
My weight is back up to my heaviest of 9 years ago. That needs to be dealt with. Now.
So much pants stuff to chat about, and I guess I need to get back on here to do that.
Positive stuff too....but it gets lost....so I need to highlight that too. :)
So, yeah....sounds good.
See you tomorra Eljay. x