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so my parents split and now i live with 6 other roomates here at my pad. its weird being semi on my own. i have no gas, no money for gas, no clean clothes the dishes are ALWAYS dirty, even when we wash them in like 3 hours they are all back in the sink. wtf. anyways. working alot, need to get a BIG start on my caltrans or ima be in jail. theres bands that practice here now so thats chill. always people to jam with and just kick it with. but the cops are hassling us cuz a new person to my neighborhood, this old guy keeps calling and saying we're disturbing the peace. play in the daytime get in trouble. play on the weeked, get in trouble. play in the evening get in trouble. they are goinna give me a ticket next time they come out, fuckin lame. they can lick my balls. have some lonely feelings and am afraid of ALOT in life right now. like wtf. where am i going, nowhere. what am i doing. nothing. like ugh. im so lost and confused and just stuck right now that im just like stagnant. im starting to reek like an infested rotting pool of stagnant water. thats me now. if anyone knows to fix my odor problems, or to not be retarded bout it, but my life issues and fears. then please i open youre wisdom and ideas with open arms. someone please save me from this life. i feel like in stuck in a dungeon and am just waiting for the day my eyes can see the light one more time.
yours truly.
Rudy Mendez
yours truly.
Rudy Mendez