May 21, 2005 12:15
i dont like to be very public about serious things in my life...but right now i cant help it.
please note before reading this that its not a sympathy act.
last night i came home from work to my mom who was upset about my dog who has a problem peeing in the house. she was also pissed about my cell phone bill because it was too high, so i payed her the difference. then we got into an argument about how i dont have enough respect for her and all she does for me. and i suppose i dont have enough because she is a good person. but then she brought up all the gifts she gave me for my birthday and christmas and etc...then i got pissed and started screaming at her. so now i dont know if i'll have a graduation party. i also am going to recieve nothing from my parents.
the compromise is that either my dog needs to find a new home, or i have to move out with him. your family is supposed to be the one thing that will be there for you through anything. now everytime i come home i get the feeling that i'm not welcome.
the one person whos been there for me to support me and offer a place for me if things should turn to the worse is rachel. but i couldn't do that to her. shes too nice of a person and i can't intrude on her family like that.
she did a real good job of keeping me happy, so now we'll give her a round of applause.