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[xauntxjamimax]

ITS LIKE WAKING UP BUT NOT BEING ABLE TO OPEN YOUR EYES
ITS LIKE EATING FOOD AND NOT TASTING ANYTHING
ITS LIKE WAITING TO BREATHE WHEN YOUR SUBMERGED
ITS LIKE TRYING READ IN THE DARK
ITS LIKE FALLING AND NOT BEING ABLE TO CATCH YOURSELF

I WANT TO PUT YOU IN A BOX
TO KEEP TO MYSELF
I WISH YOU KNEW HOW MUCH I CARED
I WISH THINGS WERE DIFFERENT

I HATE MY LIEE! WHY CAN'T FOR ONCE I FIND SOMEONE WHO ISN'T ATTACHED, AN ASSHOLE, OR EXTREMELY SHY? THAT'S IT
I GIVE UP ON LOVE...
MY HEART HURTS ENOUGH AS IT IS