strung out

[xatxthexshowx]

once upon a heartbeat
she thought about leaving.
he spoke the word and she saw her world open.
his presence was the only thing that made her happy
he was the only thing that made her happy.
he was all she wanted
he was the only one for her
but to him
she was garbage
the dog could deficate on the rug and she would be less
yet when he drinks
no when he's drunk
he'll tell her he loves her
vacuous little girl believes
she leaves every other boy for him
she leaves every man for him
she fears she's being strung along
all he's doing is stringing her along
he lays to her right
normally she just wants to cuddle
today the roles were reversed.
he laid to her right with a leg on her thigh
she wants nothing more to be at his side until the end of time
she just wanted him to be happy
fear strikes again.
will he walk away again and tell her never to speak to him
then text her after she's lost her soul and he took off with her heart,
when she's given up on life and just wants someone to take care of her and there's a fool who will
she's tossing aside the gold digging for him
will he ever open his eyes and realize the prize is on the left side of the bed?
will he ever open his eyes and realize he's her everything......