hmm decisions, descisions, decisions
Ok, so my plans for the summer were to go to Victoria, see the plave where I was born, makes some money,visit with my uncle terry see if this is where I want to live when I'm older and maybe meets some new people but that has all gone to shit.
First, my dad pnohes me and tells me that my relavites out in NS are planning a visit there as well and my unlce would like us all to be there at the same to make thing easier for him and I understand that.but, that mad me a little piss because they were out there for march break..which is want I wanted to do for march break but I was like I'll just let them go up there and go during the summer... so why do they need to go out there again? its not that I don't want to see my cousins,anuts and nana, it's just that they treat me like I'm my cousins age (13) and I'm 20 (will going to be) which is rather annoying, and they want me to hang out with them every day, all day. Oh, another thing is that they dont really like me im the black sheep.. I know this beacuse i heard my anut janet & jean and nana talki about me and not just once or twice but a couple of times.. and they were not good things
So,anyways I put that behind me and was like i'm not going to let that ruin my trip,then I find out that I'll have to leave a month later than I wanted, kinda bummed cuz I can't a job for a month. Secondly I am told today that my trip out west is going to be cancelled cuz my dad is sending me to London, England with my mom in September.
I've always wanted to go there, talk about going there all the time.. but then I dont really wan to go cuz what the fuck am I going to do here in this shit town for the summer? get a job sure, but how am I gonna get there I dont have a car, plus that wouldnt give me enough time to save up money for london. oh yeah another thing is that my borther did this a couple of summer ago and it worked out for him without any trouble and he had to plan it wiht his german friend Stephen. grrr
So it has come down to going to victoria and having my anuts, cousins and nana thats 6 other people there also or going to london with my mom and having to celebrate my 20th brithday with her, that kinda lame, partying with my om on my birthday.
First, my dad pnohes me and tells me that my relavites out in NS are planning a visit there as well and my unlce would like us all to be there at the same to make thing easier for him and I understand that.but, that mad me a little piss because they were out there for march break..which is want I wanted to do for march break but I was like I'll just let them go up there and go during the summer... so why do they need to go out there again? its not that I don't want to see my cousins,anuts and nana, it's just that they treat me like I'm my cousins age (13) and I'm 20 (will going to be) which is rather annoying, and they want me to hang out with them every day, all day. Oh, another thing is that they dont really like me im the black sheep.. I know this beacuse i heard my anut janet & jean and nana talki about me and not just once or twice but a couple of times.. and they were not good things
So,anyways I put that behind me and was like i'm not going to let that ruin my trip,then I find out that I'll have to leave a month later than I wanted, kinda bummed cuz I can't a job for a month. Secondly I am told today that my trip out west is going to be cancelled cuz my dad is sending me to London, England with my mom in September.
I've always wanted to go there, talk about going there all the time.. but then I dont really wan to go cuz what the fuck am I going to do here in this shit town for the summer? get a job sure, but how am I gonna get there I dont have a car, plus that wouldnt give me enough time to save up money for london. oh yeah another thing is that my borther did this a couple of summer ago and it worked out for him without any trouble and he had to plan it wiht his german friend Stephen. grrr
So it has come down to going to victoria and having my anuts, cousins and nana thats 6 other people there also or going to london with my mom and having to celebrate my 20th brithday with her, that kinda lame, partying with my om on my birthday.