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Updatings such a pain in the ass.
My birthday was on Sunday. Shittiest birthday ever. I had a thingy for my birthday. The cops are fags. People are fags. Neighbours are fags. I'm grounded for 2 weeks. 2 Weeks of one of the shittiest moods I've been in, in a very long time.
I feel that, every oppurtunity I have with a girl I like, I blow it, without even knowing. Once I realize that. It's so crappy. I feel that, I worry too much about what they'll think, that I end up acting like such a pussy around them. And people who put me on the spot don't help at all. And once you notice,it's too late. And all of a sudden the long awaited conversations that you rush home from school to encounter, don't have the same feeling, like they're not interested in it or anything. Maybe I worry too much.
My grandma came for my birthday today. She told me she is not doing to well. She has bad respiratory problems or something, and it does not look good. Worst birthday ever.
My parents threatened to kick me out today.
Midterms are Thursday. I'm going to get in even more bullshit. I need a break from alot of things, I'm going to take a long break from the computer. Skateboarding. Just relax and whatnot. I'm quitting MySpace. I'm not sure if it's for good yet. If you have me, leave comments still. I'll check every once and a while.
Right now, I need to hang out with my friends get away from all this bullshit. Have a good time.
The following people are the greatest friends ever:Coty, Alexis, Kyle, Tim and Joscelyn. There for me through everything. The worst times, and the good times. Although I havent hung out with some of them for the longest time.
My birthday was on Sunday. Shittiest birthday ever. I had a thingy for my birthday. The cops are fags. People are fags. Neighbours are fags. I'm grounded for 2 weeks. 2 Weeks of one of the shittiest moods I've been in, in a very long time.
I feel that, every oppurtunity I have with a girl I like, I blow it, without even knowing. Once I realize that. It's so crappy. I feel that, I worry too much about what they'll think, that I end up acting like such a pussy around them. And people who put me on the spot don't help at all. And once you notice,it's too late. And all of a sudden the long awaited conversations that you rush home from school to encounter, don't have the same feeling, like they're not interested in it or anything. Maybe I worry too much.
My grandma came for my birthday today. She told me she is not doing to well. She has bad respiratory problems or something, and it does not look good. Worst birthday ever.
My parents threatened to kick me out today.
Midterms are Thursday. I'm going to get in even more bullshit. I need a break from alot of things, I'm going to take a long break from the computer. Skateboarding. Just relax and whatnot. I'm quitting MySpace. I'm not sure if it's for good yet. If you have me, leave comments still. I'll check every once and a while.
Right now, I need to hang out with my friends get away from all this bullshit. Have a good time.
The following people are the greatest friends ever:Coty, Alexis, Kyle, Tim and Joscelyn. There for me through everything. The worst times, and the good times. Although I havent hung out with some of them for the longest time.