atoms
monday morning at 2 am vinnie cameover and spent the night he was wasted tellen me about his easter and how fun it was wish i had a good one but nothen happend my family went to universal and i stayed home haha what a way to spend time with the family
i road my bike to vinnies hungout with drew vine and e for a little then the weather started to get windy and stormy so i decided to ride home it was a great ride home it got me to think about alot of shit thats been maken me feel down
not haven a job til after surgery sucks thats 6 months away...im on disability so if i get caught driven im screwed which is dumb cause i know i can drive i been driving every chance i get
looken in the mirror and knowing that thats now how you look can really bother you i want my face to look the same before the wreck i hope they can doit i hate looken like fucken frankenstein
worken out and smoken buds and playen video games and playen keyboard seems to be my only pass time these days wish there was more to it
i wish i was in my apartment with my truck 15 mins away from downtown with my orlando friends drunk and partying downtown those were the days..
i miss universal and worken there so bad best job i ever had
i will be 22 next month and i feel helpless im getting close to 25 and what i mean by that is i think once you get to 25 you should have shit figured out in life time to grow up alot looken at house haven a good job
these years have come and gone and its the scariest thing in the world to me
i been talken to the same girl i been talken but i been hearing bad things about her and that she would fuck me over and i cant handle another fuck over i been taken it slow not getting attached at all just been quite about myself with her and what im looken for
i dont even know what i want anymore
life is so strange.
i road my bike to vinnies hungout with drew vine and e for a little then the weather started to get windy and stormy so i decided to ride home it was a great ride home it got me to think about alot of shit thats been maken me feel down
not haven a job til after surgery sucks thats 6 months away...im on disability so if i get caught driven im screwed which is dumb cause i know i can drive i been driving every chance i get
looken in the mirror and knowing that thats now how you look can really bother you i want my face to look the same before the wreck i hope they can doit i hate looken like fucken frankenstein
worken out and smoken buds and playen video games and playen keyboard seems to be my only pass time these days wish there was more to it
i wish i was in my apartment with my truck 15 mins away from downtown with my orlando friends drunk and partying downtown those were the days..
i miss universal and worken there so bad best job i ever had
i will be 22 next month and i feel helpless im getting close to 25 and what i mean by that is i think once you get to 25 you should have shit figured out in life time to grow up alot looken at house haven a good job
these years have come and gone and its the scariest thing in the world to me
i been talken to the same girl i been talken but i been hearing bad things about her and that she would fuck me over and i cant handle another fuck over i been taken it slow not getting attached at all just been quite about myself with her and what im looken for
i dont even know what i want anymore
life is so strange.