...cause I won't remember...
As per usual, it's been a while.
I have no excuses or real reasons. I just don't update like I used to.
But I have an urge to do so today, and that is enough for me.
I just had a birthday, and turned 25. I had started my quarter-life crisis last year, so that means it will continue for another year. I don't know that I'm okay with that, but that's just how it is. I didn't do anythin' special for my birthday, turns out it was inventory and I didn't really have time to do anythin'. It's just a fact of life I guess.
On the note of Inventory, work has been hell. I am no longer content, it's in part to my "Life-Crisis" and also due to the fact that Wal-Mart doesn't do anythin' to better me or improve my life. At one point I was goin' to go into the program, become a Manager and work my way up the Corporate Ladder. Screw that. In the end, there is no accomplishment in retail. It's one Season/Event after another. We just finished Inventory, big deal we have to go through it again next year. On top of that, I found out that our Co-Manager will very likely be leavin' at some point. Granted I knew that would happen eventually, but not as soon as two months. I don't want him to leave, I look up to him a lot. Although it probably doesn't seem like that, since I usually end up tormentin' him more than anythin'. I'm not very good with emotions, I never have been. I cover it all up with sarcasm and cynicism.
Livin' with Jamie and Wayne is great, it makes everythin' else better. Wayne and I have already had our first real argument. That's to be expected of brothers though. Poor Jamie was caught in the middle of it all. It's really hard to talk to only one person in a room of three. On a side note, Wayne tried to attack me from behind one night while I was watchin' T.V. with the cat. Yea I turned the whole fight around and kicked his sorry ass. DON'T MESS WITH A VEGETARIAN BITCH! I made him say uncle. He says he's goin' to have a rematch, either way, I'll beat him again.
Other than that, no real accomplishments. No major events have transpired that I can think of. I'm just tryin' to make sense of things, one day at a time. I'm not sure that I'll ever find all the answers. But I'm not worried. At least for the moment.
I have no excuses or real reasons. I just don't update like I used to.
But I have an urge to do so today, and that is enough for me.
I just had a birthday, and turned 25. I had started my quarter-life crisis last year, so that means it will continue for another year. I don't know that I'm okay with that, but that's just how it is. I didn't do anythin' special for my birthday, turns out it was inventory and I didn't really have time to do anythin'. It's just a fact of life I guess.
On the note of Inventory, work has been hell. I am no longer content, it's in part to my "Life-Crisis" and also due to the fact that Wal-Mart doesn't do anythin' to better me or improve my life. At one point I was goin' to go into the program, become a Manager and work my way up the Corporate Ladder. Screw that. In the end, there is no accomplishment in retail. It's one Season/Event after another. We just finished Inventory, big deal we have to go through it again next year. On top of that, I found out that our Co-Manager will very likely be leavin' at some point. Granted I knew that would happen eventually, but not as soon as two months. I don't want him to leave, I look up to him a lot. Although it probably doesn't seem like that, since I usually end up tormentin' him more than anythin'. I'm not very good with emotions, I never have been. I cover it all up with sarcasm and cynicism.
Livin' with Jamie and Wayne is great, it makes everythin' else better. Wayne and I have already had our first real argument. That's to be expected of brothers though. Poor Jamie was caught in the middle of it all. It's really hard to talk to only one person in a room of three. On a side note, Wayne tried to attack me from behind one night while I was watchin' T.V. with the cat. Yea I turned the whole fight around and kicked his sorry ass. DON'T MESS WITH A VEGETARIAN BITCH! I made him say uncle. He says he's goin' to have a rematch, either way, I'll beat him again.
Other than that, no real accomplishments. No major events have transpired that I can think of. I'm just tryin' to make sense of things, one day at a time. I'm not sure that I'll ever find all the answers. But I'm not worried. At least for the moment.