some days are made for lonliness
everything sux.
i have to work tonight.
530-130.
i originally had it off, but i had to trade days to get tuesday off to do filming for nolan.
it seems like no one is around. i am getting my car fixed this weekend for i get paid and will have a lot
of money. i am taking nolan out to dinner, but since he has poor communication skills lately, i believe i'll take someone else. just something really nice paid all by me. anyone who wants to spend some time with me. well i was also supposed to go see the ring 2. i was planning on monday. i dont know.
i am stressed because a certain person whom i care about doesn't seem to care one way about me.
i tell him my advice, and give him some pointers and he blows up at me saying i dont know him and pretty much making me feel like i've never hurt over anyone ever in my life. when he doesn't know me deep down like that either. he's starting to really hurt me, and make me feel worthless. and when i try explaining any of this to him, he still doesn't care or he acts like its nothing.
i dont need someone to make me feel like shit and to think about horrid things in my past and have him tell me that they are stupid and pretty much say 'so fucking what?'.
it makes me think that everyone can be like this. just leave you alone to rott.
it makes me want to just go back to portland.
and with people like this in my life it makes me feel lonely and hollow.
"..All that I asked of you was more of the same all I received from you was more of this pain.."
i have to work tonight.
530-130.
i originally had it off, but i had to trade days to get tuesday off to do filming for nolan.
it seems like no one is around. i am getting my car fixed this weekend for i get paid and will have a lot
of money. i am taking nolan out to dinner, but since he has poor communication skills lately, i believe i'll take someone else. just something really nice paid all by me. anyone who wants to spend some time with me. well i was also supposed to go see the ring 2. i was planning on monday. i dont know.
i am stressed because a certain person whom i care about doesn't seem to care one way about me.
i tell him my advice, and give him some pointers and he blows up at me saying i dont know him and pretty much making me feel like i've never hurt over anyone ever in my life. when he doesn't know me deep down like that either. he's starting to really hurt me, and make me feel worthless. and when i try explaining any of this to him, he still doesn't care or he acts like its nothing.
i dont need someone to make me feel like shit and to think about horrid things in my past and have him tell me that they are stupid and pretty much say 'so fucking what?'.
it makes me think that everyone can be like this. just leave you alone to rott.
it makes me want to just go back to portland.
and with people like this in my life it makes me feel lonely and hollow.
"..All that I asked of you was more of the same all I received from you was more of this pain.."