i awoke says juliet

[xashtray_heartx]

yeah hey everyone i am not dead.
just been alone and working a lot.
but i am creeping out again........
i miss everyone so much,
and i guess part of the reason i've been a sort of recluse
is because i am in the works of possibly moving to portland.
its a big move and a big change.
but it sounds promising and it will be with eli
i <3 him and we have been doing well.....
we are going up there this wednesday for a visit...
we are driving through california so i hope i get to see some of
my favorite people...old friends and such
but yeah hugs and kisses to everyone...<3333
and silently inside i wish i could fix someone..its weird how i want to
since i have not really associated myself with her for awhile..
but i think i might have hurt her..
and i am sorry for that.
if i knew it was going to hurt, than i would have not made my random choices.
but i am not a fool, and all eyes are open...
i will not be caught in any sort of drama or circle...nope no never...
ok bye for now..

"...its up to me now turn on the bright lights..."