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i would like something to fill these blank emotionless spaces with. i'm running dry on everything and right now i'm swallowing massive amounts of faked out lies.where happiness ended , life began. i feel awful and i dread seeing you next fall. you looked amazing in the rain. compassion is all that i have left. compassion for everything and everyone who abruptly left my life. i stay up nights loosing countless hours of sleep for you because i believe that i had feelings beyond belief for a cold-hearted, sweet lipped individual. rose petals that bled dark red , soaked onto the carpet and thats my reminder of you.
as close as i got, i never wanted to push you away. never again shall i push love away, for what i have lost is far beyond anything i will ever recieve again.
as close as i got, i never wanted to push you away. never again shall i push love away, for what i have lost is far beyond anything i will ever recieve again.