my tummy hurts
why is it that some people never realize the true friends they have. it's like we search forever for people to love and comfort us, when we have somebody right next to us that has been there the entire time. sometimes i feel that my best friends don't use me enough. i don't mean use like "USE" in a bad way. i mean it like, they don't use me to talk to, to confide in, to cry with enough. i certainly have the friends that i go to for help and comfort, but i feel as if the number that come to me are less and less than they have been. i just want each and every one of my friends out there to know that i will always be here for you. if it has ever seemed that i am not, i am. ignore my seemingly selfishness. it may appear that i don't care, but i do. oh so much.
okay but on the other side of that, it kind of hurts when one of your really good friends has other good (best?) friends and forgets about you as soon as they come up. as soon as they call, or stop back into this friend's life, it seems as if i am long-forgotten. this seems ironic to me, seeing as i'm the one that has been here the entire time. i don't make pit stops.
oh well. i guess i expect a little too much. i know i'm not that amazing of a friend. but i try. i really really do.
gotta go do some tarea. love yall <3Ashley<3
okay but on the other side of that, it kind of hurts when one of your really good friends has other good (best?) friends and forgets about you as soon as they come up. as soon as they call, or stop back into this friend's life, it seems as if i am long-forgotten. this seems ironic to me, seeing as i'm the one that has been here the entire time. i don't make pit stops.
oh well. i guess i expect a little too much. i know i'm not that amazing of a friend. but i try. i really really do.
gotta go do some tarea. love yall <3Ashley<3