hurt x7089708970897009053741264000009
i officially suck at driving. lastnight i drove my brother somewhere and mike home. i am terrible. there was a man walking down the street with a huge top hat on...so i say...."OH MY GOD! LOOK AT THAT MAN! HE'S WEARING A TOP HAT......whoooooooooooa that bus came out of no where!" i saw the man in the hat...then i was suppose to turn down a street to get to mikes house and this city bus seriously came out of no where...i almost hit it...i had to drive up on someones lawn to get out of the way. whoa...i think i gave my mom a heart attack. i then said, "people should not be allowed to wear funny hats and walk down the street...it distracts the drivers!" mike laughed...my mom got madder haha.
im sooooo sad/hurt like x7089708970897009053741264000009 [my phone number is in there somewhere...can you find it? huh? huh?]
so ive recently done something...that i dont see a problem with yet...
it involves:
-me hurting beyond repair
-a safety pin
-a huge kilt pin [goooooo catholic school girl!]
-my wrist
-people being mad at me
ok...so im stupid. and obviously a pussy cause im just using a safety pin...which by the way doesnt even draw blood, just deep scratches, im not actually hurting myself. its just something to concentrate on, instead of the bad things that your used to concentrating on...and dwelling on. its just an escapism. im probably not going to get all hardcore about it....im a pussy remember. caleigh told me about how bad she got. she scared me. god i love her so muchos!
<3 steph
im sooooo sad/hurt like x7089708970897009053741264000009 [my phone number is in there somewhere...can you find it? huh? huh?]
so ive recently done something...that i dont see a problem with yet...
it involves:
-me hurting beyond repair
-a safety pin
-a huge kilt pin [goooooo catholic school girl!]
-my wrist
-people being mad at me
ok...so im stupid. and obviously a pussy cause im just using a safety pin...which by the way doesnt even draw blood, just deep scratches, im not actually hurting myself. its just something to concentrate on, instead of the bad things that your used to concentrating on...and dwelling on. its just an escapism. im probably not going to get all hardcore about it....im a pussy remember. caleigh told me about how bad she got. she scared me. god i love her so muchos!
<3 steph