I wish I could die.
This can't go on any longer. My mind is... so completely absorbed with guilty thoughts and whatnot... it's horrible. I had an awesome time last night, from the movie, to the buying things, to searching for a ZIM DVD, to almost dying while playing DDR. It was all fun, especially what happened during the movie.
And, at this point I honestly do not care if Sarah reads this or not. If she does, it's for the better... though possibly later I'll come to regret what I'm even typing now.
I can't do this, the flirting, the hugging. I can't. My mom posed a question to me: How would I feel, if I had a boyfriend, and he was hanging out, flirting with some girl, and I didn't know?
I'd be devastated, of course. And a little vengeful, but thats besides the point.
Corey, heres an ultimatum: Either you stop what you're doing with me, and be happy with Sarah; you break it off with Sarah, and focus go out loyally with me; OR you break it off with Sarah, and just date both of us, not going steady with either.
I was going to have a talk like this with you in the car, after the movie, but then I was so concerned about getting home, that I had forgotten. Haha, silly me.
You probably won't read this before you go to work, so if you read it afterwards, and I was in a lousy mood during work; I'm sorry. Bad day, headache, perhaps heartache. I'm not quite sure.
I wish this situation didn't remind me so of Cheryl and Justin, for I know how long that went on. However, Cheryl and Justin: I <3 you guys still. Kitty too!
And yes, Corey, please respond to this. über awesomeness <3ness!