Jul 11, 2006 23:17
Hey there its been a while since I posted last so, I may be a little out of practice...
So... Yea I am just not happy with the current Situation in my Life... I am alone, still shocker there.... but really onto the real reason that I am on here writeing this.... I am just so fed up with people comming to me with their problems, bitching about how they really wanna change, and asking if I could help them, in whatever way that I can... But then when I do all I get is bitched at for sticking my head in where it don't belong... But you asked me for the help... kinda fucked up if you ask me.
All I do is want the best for me and my friends... I just wish to help as much as I can... Stop their hurt if I can, if not then to distact them in what ever way that I can... I really wish that people would stop comming to me and asking for help that they truely do not want... Stop and think about the pain the you FUCKING BITCHES cause me... It ia a pain that is held deep in my soul. And I end up wounderin if it was something that I did... But no its not my problem, its yours don't ask me for the help if you don't want or aren't ready for where it takes you....
I have only a few things that I truely hold dear to me and deep in my heart... Lying, loyalty, & betrayal... When you do this you take and ask me to be >loyal< to you, by helping you. Then at the end, it is a >Betrayal< that you >lied< to me... You all FUCK me in the lowest, grimmy, dipicable, and just fucked up mannor.... possible... And everytime you things do this shit to me, it kills me just a lil more, with each passing time that you fuckers keep doing this...
~Red
p.s. more to come... drop a comment... have fun
"Be well, Be Fucked..."