Look into my eyes
It is my hope that if I present you with the darkest side of me that you can look into my eyes, my heart, my soul, and see something beautiful.
I'm not proud of my faults, my mistakes, my weaknesses, my darkness, and my despair...but I use it, it fuels me, and it is as much a part of me as the greater parts of myself.
I could spend just as much time posting entries to make myself feel better, to inflate my ego, but I don't want to do that. I want to use this as an outlet for you to see sides of me that I'm not entirely comfortable with talking about...if you care to glimpse upon that side of me.
My heart is as fragile as strong. Pain...even small pain...echoes through my soul...recoils to the tips of my fingers...shudders my entire self.
I would endure anything for peace...I'd endure a world of pain, hurt, despair...for just a glimpse of the beauty you show me.
I would sacrifice anything and everything for you, because you are creature unlike anything my eyes have ever beheld. You are so strong and fragile, so beautiful...in your eyes...the complexity amazes me, you are utterly amazing.
I never fully understood the power of having a partner in this world until you entered my life. You are everything I need to compliment the best that I have to offer. I would be an immovable pillar of strength for you to lean on during your weakest moments. I would be the smile you need to warm your heart when all you want to do is break down in tears. I would hold your hand as we blink out of existence into the great unknown.
Redemption through penance is worth the agony if at the end of it all you exist the angel of my salvation.
I'm not proud of my faults, my mistakes, my weaknesses, my darkness, and my despair...but I use it, it fuels me, and it is as much a part of me as the greater parts of myself.
I could spend just as much time posting entries to make myself feel better, to inflate my ego, but I don't want to do that. I want to use this as an outlet for you to see sides of me that I'm not entirely comfortable with talking about...if you care to glimpse upon that side of me.
My heart is as fragile as strong. Pain...even small pain...echoes through my soul...recoils to the tips of my fingers...shudders my entire self.
I would endure anything for peace...I'd endure a world of pain, hurt, despair...for just a glimpse of the beauty you show me.
I would sacrifice anything and everything for you, because you are creature unlike anything my eyes have ever beheld. You are so strong and fragile, so beautiful...in your eyes...the complexity amazes me, you are utterly amazing.
I never fully understood the power of having a partner in this world until you entered my life. You are everything I need to compliment the best that I have to offer. I would be an immovable pillar of strength for you to lean on during your weakest moments. I would be the smile you need to warm your heart when all you want to do is break down in tears. I would hold your hand as we blink out of existence into the great unknown.
Redemption through penance is worth the agony if at the end of it all you exist the angel of my salvation.