Jul 21, 2005 23:33
So today was the first day in a while that I went out and did something... since our vacation. Today I went to my brother's basketball game and they beat glenoak. It's always good to see them lose. Other than that, I've been editing coaster videos (almost 1 a day), getting lessons on how to be more efficient on the computer (from Jeff), and playing an insane amount of DDR. I'm getting better, I can tell! My calves are so sore.
Tomorrow, because of a deal I had promised my brother that I forget about (and I don't forget anything, so I'm thinking it's bogus), I'm going to Cedar Point tomorrow. We are waking up early to get there at open and we'll stay to close. I really don't know it any other way. It's making my mom insane too. Because, I'm planning on going Sunday night and Monday with Matt, trying to get to XC camp on Tuesday, coming home Wednesday and going to GL to meet up again with Matt while he's still in town, then leaving on Thursday for the trip to the Dells. She thinks I'm going to get sick. It's total hypocrisy because she wants me to get out and do stuff, but then when I overbook she gets really upset. She's like "your friends could ask you to do anything and you just don't know how to say no. They could suggest going to go poop in the woods together and you'd say yes." Well, seeing how I've done that numerous times with the XC team, I guess that wasn't very good exaggeration because I have indeed done that. Whatever, I'm 18 now, it's my life. I'm sick of feeling guilty for everything and also how everything I do is a bad idea. When you have a friend that comes into town like once every 3 years, you've gotta take advantage of a situation. When you are asked to go on a trip, and the trip won't go on if they don't have a 4th... you just can't say no (well I'm sure it'll be a good experience too), and when you can go back and see the XC family, you just don't say no to that either. It's summer. Crazy stuff happens. That's what separates this chapter of my life from studying and taking tests. I don't like to live my life like that. It's just expected from my family and that's what I don't like. It's hard for them to see me having a good time or something. Oh well, I'm gonna have a hell of a time this week and no one will stop me! muahahaha!