College & My Future
After getting rejected from my first choice college, University of Florida, I got my rejection letter in the mail from them yesterday, reassuring their decision. How can one word make you feel so bad? "Regrettably" Maybe I got rejected for a reason. At least thats what i'm hoping. I also got wait listed from Flagler College--a just-for-the-heck-of-it application that my mom's friend said was a good school. Oh well, I'm still going to send in the wait-listing card to see if i get a spot. I still have to write my stupid essays for University of Central Florida and BCC Honors Institute. If I don't get accepted into UCF, I don't know what i'm going to do with myself. Let's see what FAU tells me (after i kinda messed up the application and put a regular major instead of honors and about 8 times filling it out).
WARNING:
Send out your college applications for early decision/action, its the best thing to do. Don't do what I did, because I regret it.
Also, AP classes are so hard, but I like them. My GPA, and so has my Class ranking, has gone down so much that I have to ask myself why I even signed up for them. Calculus and English are kicking my butt. No pun intended. I'm just doing so bad. I have a B in my calculus class, but thats with 2 assignments and a curve. It's sad how I used to be so good at math and actually enjoyed it and then something difficult this ruins me. I just have to study so hard. I don't even know how so much studying will help me finally get it and just get an A in the class. That would be a miracle. Same thing goes with my English class. Seriously, AP classes make me seem that I'm not smart enough, but I surely know I am, I just don't apply myself. Big Woop.
I've been going to church a lot lately, excluding the last two weeks (becuase I just didn't feel like going), and it helps a lot. I don't know why i can read the bible for hours on end when I can't even crack open a School-related novel. I'm just ready to leave High School. & say good bye to my past in hope for a better future. 2 more months of this [insert every bad word in the book] school. May 26 is graduation. Only then, I will feel relieved and not so stressed. Maybe it isn't so stressful and I'm just making it seem like it is. Oh well.
Content. Self-Actualization. Success. Change.
Into the Woods went really well. Very surprising, considering that we almost didn't perform it. Record-Breaking Sales. :D
What is the best place to hold a banquet? I'm seriously not going out and buying the stupid prizes for superlatives. NEVER AGAIN!
STATES! I'm actually performing @ STATES!!!! At least one of my goals came true. :D I'm so excited!!
Call me if anyone is bored and wants to hang out :D
WARNING:
Send out your college applications for early decision/action, its the best thing to do. Don't do what I did, because I regret it.
Also, AP classes are so hard, but I like them. My GPA, and so has my Class ranking, has gone down so much that I have to ask myself why I even signed up for them. Calculus and English are kicking my butt. No pun intended. I'm just doing so bad. I have a B in my calculus class, but thats with 2 assignments and a curve. It's sad how I used to be so good at math and actually enjoyed it and then something difficult this ruins me. I just have to study so hard. I don't even know how so much studying will help me finally get it and just get an A in the class. That would be a miracle. Same thing goes with my English class. Seriously, AP classes make me seem that I'm not smart enough, but I surely know I am, I just don't apply myself. Big Woop.
I've been going to church a lot lately, excluding the last two weeks (becuase I just didn't feel like going), and it helps a lot. I don't know why i can read the bible for hours on end when I can't even crack open a School-related novel. I'm just ready to leave High School. & say good bye to my past in hope for a better future. 2 more months of this [insert every bad word in the book] school. May 26 is graduation. Only then, I will feel relieved and not so stressed. Maybe it isn't so stressful and I'm just making it seem like it is. Oh well.
Content. Self-Actualization. Success. Change.
Into the Woods went really well. Very surprising, considering that we almost didn't perform it. Record-Breaking Sales. :D
What is the best place to hold a banquet? I'm seriously not going out and buying the stupid prizes for superlatives. NEVER AGAIN!
STATES! I'm actually performing @ STATES!!!! At least one of my goals came true. :D I'm so excited!!
Call me if anyone is bored and wants to hang out :D