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So ive decided i have too many memories with my old journal to abandon it..
so here it is.. back in full form i guess you could say.. soo yeah add this one if you dont already have it.. the user is
a_coma_white
ne ways.. im turning 18 on sunday... yay? i dunno... i would be excited except for the fact that i dont get the basic rights of an 18 year old for another 3 months or soo.. cause my mom decided that as long as i live under her roof it was her rulees until i graduate which means i still have a lame curfew and cant do w/e i want untill june 9th... lameee.... so yeah whatever sundays jus gonna be another day...
I miss guard sooo much.. i serioulsy almost cant function without it.. not being at shows every weekend and no longer preforming makes life so much more dull.. its really qute sad... i havent even been to watch a show this year... god im a sinner.... i miss guard.. *tear*
So yeah im graduating in a few months... once again yay?
i dunno... cause it sucks im graduating with only about 5% of the senior class actually knowing me... and valhallas just not home.. i wish i was graduating at Helix and i wish shit wouldent have gotten soo fucked up after sophomore yaer... if i could go back and redo everything from sophomore year again i would... and i would not make any of the same mistakes i have...
im grateful to have those few loyal friends I always have.. Miranda, Julie, Keisha and Steph. and even tho there alittle weird sometimes and not always so reliable. there all i got.. and there all i neeed : ) you guys make me smile when i would otherwise be in tears... and your personalities are all soo insanely unique that its hard to not love you lol
thanx guys...
Ive also found myself pretty lonely latley.. my last few... crushes? have not worked out soo well and theres been alot of... broken hearts?
(if you dont understand y i keep making everything a question dont worry about it, jus me being weird)
oh and if ive seemed like a bitch latley.. im sorry.. its just a PMS-y off phase to me being unhappy with life latley..
so yeah im sorry for that..
and im sorry for being plastic to the extreame laltey..
jus fits my mood i guess...
so ne ways...
if anyone actually took the time to read this..
thank you
and umm yeah?
so here it is.. back in full form i guess you could say.. soo yeah add this one if you dont already have it.. the user is
a_coma_white
ne ways.. im turning 18 on sunday... yay? i dunno... i would be excited except for the fact that i dont get the basic rights of an 18 year old for another 3 months or soo.. cause my mom decided that as long as i live under her roof it was her rulees until i graduate which means i still have a lame curfew and cant do w/e i want untill june 9th... lameee.... so yeah whatever sundays jus gonna be another day...
I miss guard sooo much.. i serioulsy almost cant function without it.. not being at shows every weekend and no longer preforming makes life so much more dull.. its really qute sad... i havent even been to watch a show this year... god im a sinner.... i miss guard.. *tear*
So yeah im graduating in a few months... once again yay?
i dunno... cause it sucks im graduating with only about 5% of the senior class actually knowing me... and valhallas just not home.. i wish i was graduating at Helix and i wish shit wouldent have gotten soo fucked up after sophomore yaer... if i could go back and redo everything from sophomore year again i would... and i would not make any of the same mistakes i have...
im grateful to have those few loyal friends I always have.. Miranda, Julie, Keisha and Steph. and even tho there alittle weird sometimes and not always so reliable. there all i got.. and there all i neeed : ) you guys make me smile when i would otherwise be in tears... and your personalities are all soo insanely unique that its hard to not love you lol
thanx guys...
Ive also found myself pretty lonely latley.. my last few... crushes? have not worked out soo well and theres been alot of... broken hearts?
(if you dont understand y i keep making everything a question dont worry about it, jus me being weird)
oh and if ive seemed like a bitch latley.. im sorry.. its just a PMS-y off phase to me being unhappy with life latley..
so yeah im sorry for that..
and im sorry for being plastic to the extreame laltey..
jus fits my mood i guess...
so ne ways...
if anyone actually took the time to read this..
thank you
and umm yeah?