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back from lbi...im painting my room tomorrow....wood floor got redone blah blah who the fuck cares about that....it was a beautiful day on the 50th/51st street beach on august third....sun was out...family was all there....and there was this little freakin 10 year old girl skim boarding who was almost as good as me........then chris taps me on the shoulder and tells me that the 2 girls we've been looking at came out of their house (5101)....so my mom says the one i was looking at was around 11-12 (sorry jackie if ur reading this....dont "love" her so much anymore now do u? lol) and i tell her that she was 15 (and i was actually right for a change)...so family left and i gathered my balls in a sack and went up to them and talked.......her name was jackie....the other girl was lauren....i told them to meet us at the beach at 10....so we meet them and origionally chris wanted another girl at the moment (known as midnight) but that changed within 5 minutes....so we just walked on the beach and sat down on a bench... ::leaving details out:: then we left....and me and jackie were talking for 10 minutes under the satanic lightpost (we all love you lightpost...even though u never ever freaking work....) so thats that....we walked down 50th and were at our house....happy as a mother...so wednesday we were skim boarding in front of there house (i liked the girl since saturday) and they walked out of there house and towards the other beaches...but it was blocked off so we didnt know what to do at the time....so we met them behind their house and walked about 5 benches down and laurne and jackie sat and tanned....me and chris just layed there with them...then a guy that was at least 80 years old called me over....he starts off "how old are you" i go "15 sir" "see her? (points to his wife) i met her when i was 17. Weve been married for 65 years. And we even met on this beach right here." "i dont remember what i said lol" "i can tell that you really like that girl. The way you look at her and touch her. All im saying is that if you feel she is the right girl for you really go for it and stay with her for the rest of your life." "once again dont remember what i said cuz it was probably something like "yeah" lol" so i went back and they asked me what he said and i told and yea....then jackie called them cute................that was just scary...lol....i was so scared to kiss her or hold her or anything because i knew the old guy was freaking breathing down my neck with his eyes...lol everytime i turned he was looking at me.......anyway.....we stayed for an hour and a half....got back and nobody cares about this part....we ate dinner and then went back to nutley to move furniture (whoopy)...came back in the morning and immediately went to their house lol.....we just hung out again...walked along the beach....joe came that day....and it sucked....lol....then friday their friend katie came and fucked us all over i mean was cool....................ruined my night with jackie.....but we met up again at 40th street or so and walked back to our house because they all wanted to meet our family (our being me justin and chris).....we tried to warn them....but they insisted....so back to the house....they got laid because naturally they wanna come on the hawaian luau night...my mom came downstairs into the kitchen with us 5 minutes later...and that was great....then toni got the brilliant idea to have a karioke night part 2....she goes "Since im probably never gonna see you 3 again" (NOT TRUE) "that i can just embaress myself" ....and oh did she...she sung "vein" "i feel good" by james brown and "i wanna be sedated" ...oh it was...just....great....then we all got awards and shit...justin got best beonce impersonator...lol...i got "nagging extradinaire" and "best MC" .............lol...and he dogs LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.......funny shit...so we walked them home and then we met up with them at around 12:30 am....and had to go because of katie.....so me chris and justin went back to our house and palyed NFSU and then justin fell asleep so me and chris watched bad boys 2 and then played 500 rummy (I KICKED HIS ROYAL ASS)...then 4:30am we called lauren to wake her and jackie up (leave katie sleeping) and we went to go watch the sun rise...it was like 50 degrees out too....so jackie was trying to warm her feet which i dont think worked so well.................................lol...and well....we went back to the house at around 6:15am and i went to sleep till about 10ish....every1 was bitchy and i wasnt in a good mood because we had to leave and i wouldnt get to see jackie as much....so we met up with them for 10 minutes at "pat's bench" and then they had to go...so we stood outside their room window and talked to them....then toni drove to get us and we had to leave...so they finally came outside and we said goodbye...and me and chris were depressed on the car ride home....it sucked..........everything good going for me always has to end.....its such BS......i finally find for a girl that i can fall for without all this crap going on around me and then we both have to leave in 5 days.....i cant take it....

well now im back in nutley....going to hazlet tomorrow night after i paint my room (red)......i decided to either get a lancer OZ-rally edition or a lancer ralliart (thanks cosmo) depending on what i find.........i think ill go for manual........its a couple thousand cheaper 2...and faster...
so ill stop now cuz im done.....talk to you later....