Nuking Futs

Jun 15, 2004 17:46

Goddamn it. Silverfox I don't even know if you're reading this but I want to slap you I swear to god I desprately do. So much I could cry.
You know I was bloody well thinking of trying to contact you before you came up with this crap that Kate sent you some Bullshit IM??
She never SENT that Im. I should know! I was with her all DAY. And ANYWAY when have EITHER of us ever backed down from an argument? When have we ever stooped to just slapping around bad words?
GOD. YOU HORRIBLE PERSON! YOU REALLY REALLY HORRIBLE PERSON!
*is practicly pulling out hair* All this 'true freind' bullshit, demanding Kate take you off her freinds list when she made an DAMN LEGITIMATE POINT!
YOU OWE HER AN APOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!
I didn't hate you before you went and started making up IMS to go with your FAKE ILLNESSESS and FAKE INFORMATION, I used to think you were actually my FREIND! But GODDAMN YOU!

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My sister is in the most incredible blue funk judging by her description of her own health, and I'm feeling rather schizoid myself. *rubs temples* I feel like the worlds excuse for "Bad Cop". I keep a tight rein on everything I do, yes, I have damn few freinds, yes...but my life does not equip me to have the patience to coddle people forever.
I know I havent updated C.A. in a long time but I feel like I'm the only one who draws, and I'm frustrated again (ciclical thing here) because no one ever asks me for art trades, and even though Dru said he would I think he hates me for being what I think he needs someone to be (Bad cop) and I feel like he only wanted to know me so he could know Kathryn and I could entertain him...and I'm seriously overreacting I'm pretty damn sure but I feel like Atlas with Steel Phoenix on my shoulders.
I feel like I did with Greg. I feel like I'm running really fast to get no where and loose freinds.
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