Meds
So I've taken another welbutrin today since Jace had one I had left behind handy. Going to see the doc tomorrow... I have found out that everything seems to have a 'good' and 'bad' thing to it. I remember a friend named Banwynn Oakshadow (been thinking about his name too... makes sense in one respects why the Lakota medicine man named him that) once telling me how it made him really yiffy. I think right now it is exploring my body adn learning how to do that. I have been finding out my body has its reasons for why things appear as they do. I have come to respect that and listen to it. Y'know, I think maybe the reason they can't find the grand unified theory is because they don't do an acronym of it... GUT. Mabye if they used their guts too... the inner child perhaps.. or whatever, maybe that would help?
Eh, I'm just a ktity so what do I know :) Jace sometimes refers to cats as noob in an affectionate sense... I have embraced my inner 'noobishness' and found so much more. Out of the mouths of moocows, eh? :) Hey, for all of those who wanna see a good episode, check out "Whale Whores" on southpark. I wonder sometimes if these shows are suggesting or hinting at things that could be done to solve the problem if the right creative people got together... cudl we move mountains? I suppose we can do more than that even if we really wanted to.
Ah well, just a kitty. Meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow. Hey, ever notice if you reverse the word "meow" you get "woem". Now I once heard that sound played in reverse and it sounded like the kitty was saying "wow em". Huh... reminds me of "conversations with god" that helped me get out of the trap xianity had put me in.. the box/exile/whatever you wanna call it and I started listening to everything around me. I suspect there's a reason they keep asking schizophrenics if it sounds like the tv and radio have 'messages' for them.... CWG has in it that the voice of 'god' (noticed that if you reversed it you have 'dog'... makes me think of how peopel treat their dogs sometimes... maybe they treat their god the same way?) anwyays, how the messages come from every source. Shamans know this which is why you see them guiding people around the jungles and such. Someday I am gonna go visit peru and check out macchu picchu... I used to not like cigars (made me think of the rich corporate 'fat cats' and greed and such which now I understand why such things bugged me so much... apparently there's some sort of connetion between me and Jace I was previously unaware of...) until Jace showed me a pic of this andean farmer.. you know, mountains of the andes, that grew tobacco and he had this calm reflective look in his eyes (the eyes truly are the windows of the soul which si probably why I coudln't look another person in the eyes... I felt the pain and suffering they were going through on some level so I could't stand it... foer the longest time I thought I was just cowardly or something... but even the cowardly lion got courage,r ight? In the end, everyone gets what they really want... maybe that's why I like3d that movie.
Anyways, I have since come to realize that maybe these things called the 'muses' were really our inner child in disguise as well? Hard to say... I have found myself writing a lot more and will have a story upon yiffstar soon enough about my favourite plant. Tobacco too and maybe some others like a pine tree that has been so nice to me lately. Y'kjnow, apparently william s burroughs had at hing for plants. I'm gonna check into that sometime. Naked Lunch is a good film that may look weird and strange but I think it explains what is going on around him ina 'right brain' persepctive which is why I never understood it becuse I, like so many others, was trapped in the left brain. Or is it the other way around? I found out from Jace that apparently human skin might not just char but also melt and move as a fluid. Strange... I wonder what these bodies really are? Some say it's all a dance of energy... I think that's the woel shiva/shakti thing of hinduism...
Anyways, havea great day everyone. Just another kitty meowing in the night and sometimes yowling when a paritcularly yiffy tom decides to probe around inside ;)
Eh, I'm just a ktity so what do I know :) Jace sometimes refers to cats as noob in an affectionate sense... I have embraced my inner 'noobishness' and found so much more. Out of the mouths of moocows, eh? :) Hey, for all of those who wanna see a good episode, check out "Whale Whores" on southpark. I wonder sometimes if these shows are suggesting or hinting at things that could be done to solve the problem if the right creative people got together... cudl we move mountains? I suppose we can do more than that even if we really wanted to.
Ah well, just a kitty. Meowmeowmeowmeowmeowmeow. Hey, ever notice if you reverse the word "meow" you get "woem". Now I once heard that sound played in reverse and it sounded like the kitty was saying "wow em". Huh... reminds me of "conversations with god" that helped me get out of the trap xianity had put me in.. the box/exile/whatever you wanna call it and I started listening to everything around me. I suspect there's a reason they keep asking schizophrenics if it sounds like the tv and radio have 'messages' for them.... CWG has in it that the voice of 'god' (noticed that if you reversed it you have 'dog'... makes me think of how peopel treat their dogs sometimes... maybe they treat their god the same way?) anwyays, how the messages come from every source. Shamans know this which is why you see them guiding people around the jungles and such. Someday I am gonna go visit peru and check out macchu picchu... I used to not like cigars (made me think of the rich corporate 'fat cats' and greed and such which now I understand why such things bugged me so much... apparently there's some sort of connetion between me and Jace I was previously unaware of...) until Jace showed me a pic of this andean farmer.. you know, mountains of the andes, that grew tobacco and he had this calm reflective look in his eyes (the eyes truly are the windows of the soul which si probably why I coudln't look another person in the eyes... I felt the pain and suffering they were going through on some level so I could't stand it... foer the longest time I thought I was just cowardly or something... but even the cowardly lion got courage,r ight? In the end, everyone gets what they really want... maybe that's why I like3d that movie.
Anyways, I have since come to realize that maybe these things called the 'muses' were really our inner child in disguise as well? Hard to say... I have found myself writing a lot more and will have a story upon yiffstar soon enough about my favourite plant. Tobacco too and maybe some others like a pine tree that has been so nice to me lately. Y'kjnow, apparently william s burroughs had at hing for plants. I'm gonna check into that sometime. Naked Lunch is a good film that may look weird and strange but I think it explains what is going on around him ina 'right brain' persepctive which is why I never understood it becuse I, like so many others, was trapped in the left brain. Or is it the other way around? I found out from Jace that apparently human skin might not just char but also melt and move as a fluid. Strange... I wonder what these bodies really are? Some say it's all a dance of energy... I think that's the woel shiva/shakti thing of hinduism...
Anyways, havea great day everyone. Just another kitty meowing in the night and sometimes yowling when a paritcularly yiffy tom decides to probe around inside ;)