Like a bobcat... hey! Meowing for the very first time!

Nov 07, 2009 20:22

The process has finally run its course. As the previous entries are filled with things I have not yet reviewed and thus re-solved within myself, I am just going to let my fingers speak for me right now. I have been living on my own for just over a couple weeks and since having done so have found everything starting to come together. I am beginning to understand what has been going on in my life and, in the process, what is going on on this planet.

I don't feel comfortable giving out too much information yet... I have one more journey to make, but soon I think I can share.

I just wanted to let anyone who was watching to know that I am doing fine and that I have finally found my voice. I am in the process of finding my own form of expression and for those who have wanted to reconnect with me, I think that time is very soon to arrive.

Btw, for all those who have taken part in my process of becoming, I want to thank you.

Among those (in no particular order),

Synge the water dragon
Four-Eyes the wolf
Obonic the pine marten
Chronos the coyote
Stacy the ocelot

The rest I will fill in as time passes. Oh yea... I have found time is an illusion... lunch time, doubly so.

Also, if you want to get a sens eof what is going on in the world, give South Park a looksee. Laughter is the best medicine and sacred clowns are around us showing us a way through this illusion.

Ultimately, though, like the dolphins, life is not to be taken too siriusly. There is much wisdom to be found in the oceans. In particular, I recommend an episode called "Whale Whores". The latest epsidoe is good for exposing just how unhealthy it can be to put too much emphasis on the definitions of others. I think that is what kept me trapped for too long. Once I let go of those and found my own definitions (mainly by deciding to just listen to what is around me especially teh wisdom of my own body), everything started falling into place.

As one wise person put it, "change comes from within". Focusing on the outside can be a distraction and I could say that that was part of what was trapping me.

Again, for all those who took part in my life, regardless of the degree, I want to thank you. *hugs*

*shakes his head at the wonderment of the adventure that is being, with a smile*

Keep an eye out on things... it's going to become very intersting. Those who have been wanting chagne for a long time... I think you're about to get your wish.

Xao (among many other names)
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