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went to yoga tonite with my mom. the class was basically just back strengthening poses but still managed to get my body temp to increase. on the entrance to the building was the chakras painted between the two doors that go into it. I was rather happy that I managed to remember which chakras were which. It reminded me a bit of last fall/winter when I felt them in me. Hopefully not too long from now, I'll be interested in learning more about that kinda stuff. I remember bits and pieces still but for the most part, it's been suppressed/repressed for some reason and I can't remember much of what happened.
Oh, met with the therapist today. I'm not sure how long it will take to get myself straightened out but the plan is to learn some coping skills (other than suicidal ideation) so I can try again to make my way down in Arizona. I'mhoping somehow that I will get to the point where I can try to make money through real estate like I had initially planned. I'mnot sure how realistic this is, but it's a goal nonetheless and that's a start I figure. what else... as far as the hospital bills from my accident, it sounds like Community Mental Health (CMH) might be able to find a way to get the medical bills to go away so at least that's 10K or so that I won't have to worry about anymore. :)
I'm still finding it hard to get in touch with my heart... but perhaps it is just a matter of time.
Oh, met with the therapist today. I'm not sure how long it will take to get myself straightened out but the plan is to learn some coping skills (other than suicidal ideation) so I can try again to make my way down in Arizona. I'mhoping somehow that I will get to the point where I can try to make money through real estate like I had initially planned. I'mnot sure how realistic this is, but it's a goal nonetheless and that's a start I figure. what else... as far as the hospital bills from my accident, it sounds like Community Mental Health (CMH) might be able to find a way to get the medical bills to go away so at least that's 10K or so that I won't have to worry about anymore. :)
I'm still finding it hard to get in touch with my heart... but perhaps it is just a matter of time.