Those Who Live in Darkness Wander Aimlessly. (Prolouge)
Title:Those Who Live in Darkness Wander Aimlessly.
Chapters:Prologue||??
Author: xaoibearx
Genre: Romance,Angst,Fluff,Smut
Ratings: PG13-NC17
Pairings/Characters: UruhaxAoi, MiyavixAoi,KaixRuki,ReitaxUruha
Synopsis:In matters relating to the world of the dead there is an institution that judges the sins of the deceased...the Ministry of Hades. The Summons Section of the Judgment Bureau comprises a group supporting the ministry's operating functions by guiding the lost souls that wander the mortal world. They are also known as...the Guardians of Death.
Shiroyama Aoi a Shinigami with at least 60 years of experience on his side is kind caring and sweet. His job as a Guardian of Death always hurts and depresses him because he cares so much for human life and hates having the be the one to take it. When he is assigned to kill a spazzy musician that he feels is not ready to die yet he must make a decision that will effect him for the rest of his immortal life. His secrets and memories of the past begin to resurface as he battles with his inner demons and the fact that he is falling in love with someone he can never be with, he will do everything in his power to protect this man and try to keep him alive as possible. Can he finally face his demons in order to save the one person he feels he can connect with? When his dark past comes forth again he must choose the ultimate decision what could he possibly choose?
A/N: Ive been watching a lot of Yami no Matsuei lately so I got the idea for this fic, I don't own any of it just the idea I have please enjoy and be easy to my muse D: hes injured right now.
Drip.Drip.Drip.
"You are worthless, no one will ever love you, you are retarded and ugly."
The words ring through my mind over and over as I sit down on the floor in the bathroom, tears slide down my cheeks as I see the crimson liquid gathering in a pool around my dying form. I know I lost my temper and did what I did because I was angry and if I could take it all back I would I would apologize and say how sorry I am for being like this the last couple of months I never meant to turn into someone I knew you would eventually learn to hate.
More tears.Drip.Drip.Drip.
That damn water faucet I never did get it fixed or maybe that is the sound of the blood from my poor wrist that is a bloody torn mess I don't even remember what happened all I remember is the harsh words, the yelling, the anger, the tears, and the regret..."I'm sorry...even if you don't care now and meant everything you said to me I am so sorry that I lost my temper with you I never meant to do it I just can't control myself when it happens." The words come out in a whisper as the light starts to leave my eyes the pain is dull now its like a dull throbbing sensation that I am starting to feel.
I must have been a horrible person to deserve this kind of fate huh?
Would one call me emo for doing this? I don't really give a damn anymore. Yeah I know I am worthless and stupid so I'll just get rid of myself before anyone has to deal with me anymore that seems like the best way to go. No more of this pain and regret I have been feeling and I am so glad that you are finally happy even if I could never give it to you I am glad you found someone else to make you happy but no matter what happens a part of me can never stop loving you. Even if I say mean and nasty things a part of me just wants to grab you and hold on forever never letting go even if death is to separate us that doesn't matter because death is only a temporary separation.
"Its really such a waste you know...hes so beautiful from what I can see he just has a horrible temper like a little midget we all know huh?" A deep chuckle surfaced from the blond man's throat as he leaned against a building starring into my apartment bathroom window. "Yeah he is and he seems so sweet we've been watching him all this time and the chief told us to finally come get him but did it have to be like this Akira?" Yutaka answered him and shoved his hands in the pockets of the long white trench coat he was wearing.
The said blond man nodded his head and turned to let his roam over a candle he was holding the candle was becoming dimmer and dimer as the seconds past. "It won't be much longer now his life is fading and then when he wakes up we will have him with us of course his body will be here but you know his spirit will move on to Meifu with us so he can meet everyone else." He smiled and looked back at Yutaka who was just watching me with a sad eyes. "I just hope he can handle it easier than I did.." He mumbled and turned away.
No more? Is it over? I don't feel the sting of my skin from where I tore it open with that damn shard of glass from the mirror. I can't feel anything...well I just feel like I am floating its a nice feeling I am so tired though I just want to sleep now hopefully if I am reborn it will be into a better life that I know I will be able to be happy in and accept myself in.
With a final soft breeze of the chilly night air the candle went out, his chest stopped heaving his eyes closed and it was over just like that...Akira put the candle down on the floor and climbed in through the window Yutaka followed after him yeah they could teleport but they were supposed to be acting human right now in case anyway saw them which wasn't likely since they were invisible but Akira was always better safe than sorry.
"Its time." Was all that was said.
Chapters:Prologue||??
Author: xaoibearx
Genre: Romance,Angst,Fluff,Smut
Ratings: PG13-NC17
Pairings/Characters: UruhaxAoi, MiyavixAoi,KaixRuki,ReitaxUruha
Synopsis:In matters relating to the world of the dead there is an institution that judges the sins of the deceased...the Ministry of Hades. The Summons Section of the Judgment Bureau comprises a group supporting the ministry's operating functions by guiding the lost souls that wander the mortal world. They are also known as...the Guardians of Death.
Shiroyama Aoi a Shinigami with at least 60 years of experience on his side is kind caring and sweet. His job as a Guardian of Death always hurts and depresses him because he cares so much for human life and hates having the be the one to take it. When he is assigned to kill a spazzy musician that he feels is not ready to die yet he must make a decision that will effect him for the rest of his immortal life. His secrets and memories of the past begin to resurface as he battles with his inner demons and the fact that he is falling in love with someone he can never be with, he will do everything in his power to protect this man and try to keep him alive as possible. Can he finally face his demons in order to save the one person he feels he can connect with? When his dark past comes forth again he must choose the ultimate decision what could he possibly choose?
A/N: Ive been watching a lot of Yami no Matsuei lately so I got the idea for this fic, I don't own any of it just the idea I have please enjoy and be easy to my muse D: hes injured right now.
Drip.Drip.Drip.
"You are worthless, no one will ever love you, you are retarded and ugly."
The words ring through my mind over and over as I sit down on the floor in the bathroom, tears slide down my cheeks as I see the crimson liquid gathering in a pool around my dying form. I know I lost my temper and did what I did because I was angry and if I could take it all back I would I would apologize and say how sorry I am for being like this the last couple of months I never meant to turn into someone I knew you would eventually learn to hate.
More tears.Drip.Drip.Drip.
That damn water faucet I never did get it fixed or maybe that is the sound of the blood from my poor wrist that is a bloody torn mess I don't even remember what happened all I remember is the harsh words, the yelling, the anger, the tears, and the regret..."I'm sorry...even if you don't care now and meant everything you said to me I am so sorry that I lost my temper with you I never meant to do it I just can't control myself when it happens." The words come out in a whisper as the light starts to leave my eyes the pain is dull now its like a dull throbbing sensation that I am starting to feel.
I must have been a horrible person to deserve this kind of fate huh?
Would one call me emo for doing this? I don't really give a damn anymore. Yeah I know I am worthless and stupid so I'll just get rid of myself before anyone has to deal with me anymore that seems like the best way to go. No more of this pain and regret I have been feeling and I am so glad that you are finally happy even if I could never give it to you I am glad you found someone else to make you happy but no matter what happens a part of me can never stop loving you. Even if I say mean and nasty things a part of me just wants to grab you and hold on forever never letting go even if death is to separate us that doesn't matter because death is only a temporary separation.
"Its really such a waste you know...hes so beautiful from what I can see he just has a horrible temper like a little midget we all know huh?" A deep chuckle surfaced from the blond man's throat as he leaned against a building starring into my apartment bathroom window. "Yeah he is and he seems so sweet we've been watching him all this time and the chief told us to finally come get him but did it have to be like this Akira?" Yutaka answered him and shoved his hands in the pockets of the long white trench coat he was wearing.
The said blond man nodded his head and turned to let his roam over a candle he was holding the candle was becoming dimmer and dimer as the seconds past. "It won't be much longer now his life is fading and then when he wakes up we will have him with us of course his body will be here but you know his spirit will move on to Meifu with us so he can meet everyone else." He smiled and looked back at Yutaka who was just watching me with a sad eyes. "I just hope he can handle it easier than I did.." He mumbled and turned away.
No more? Is it over? I don't feel the sting of my skin from where I tore it open with that damn shard of glass from the mirror. I can't feel anything...well I just feel like I am floating its a nice feeling I am so tired though I just want to sleep now hopefully if I am reborn it will be into a better life that I know I will be able to be happy in and accept myself in.
With a final soft breeze of the chilly night air the candle went out, his chest stopped heaving his eyes closed and it was over just like that...Akira put the candle down on the floor and climbed in through the window Yutaka followed after him yeah they could teleport but they were supposed to be acting human right now in case anyway saw them which wasn't likely since they were invisible but Akira was always better safe than sorry.
"Its time." Was all that was said.