blaaahhhh
oh man, its been a while
i dont have a computer so im never online anymore and i hate my sidekick, so fuck that thing
work is gay, school is gay.. same shit
mom and dad moved to colorado a couple of weeks ago, tony moved back.. so its me and my 2 brothers, good times! oh, and i have a new nephew
the long awaited, ever changing and falling through tour finally kicked off today
it was weird, i cried my eyes out all week because i was sad
ive never cried when the guys left before
but i think i got used to the idea of them being home (its been like a year) and me and chris are way closer than the last time they left, so needless to say i was a sap fest for a bit, but when i actually saw them off, i was fine
im completely happy with my life right now
im in love with the most amazing boy ever, im working a legit ass job again and making good money, i have my own place again, i feel independent again, everything is perfect
but i am bummed that my honey is gone for the summer.. and it is kind of weird that my parents are so far away
annnddd i feel like ive abandoned most of my friends. not on purpose, i just get busy and i dont think anyone understands. i mean, i want to hang out and rage and party or whatever... but mon-fri i have to be responsible, then on the weekends im pooped, or like lately i was trying to hang out with chris before he left
im starting to cook and im starting to decorate
i want to have a get together at then casa soon
also, i want a puppy.. but i think it would probably die, i dont really have time for a dog- unless i find a dog that is capable of being alone from 7am-midnight mon-friday... hahah riiight
i had my first real gambling experience in barona pretty recently, i learned how to play blackjack and i won $65.. wooho!! i was too scared to keep playing because i was really paranoid that i was going to lose. it was JoWii's 21st birthday and he lost like.. .$500!!! hahaha good stuff
uhmm im pretty much just rambling now...and im tired and cold
you should go pick up the new albums by:
-circa survive
-the snake, the cross, the crown
and
-as tall as lions
you wont be dissapointed!
night gayss
<3