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i don't really know where to begin. im feeling quite neutral about the world this early morning. im not angry and im not happy. i do however have a lot racing through my mind. i do not particularly like the way my life is going, and somedays i sit and think about the past and what i would have done differently. had i not been drunk that night, had i not of met her, had i not sent him that message.... so many things could have been different in my life based on tiny everyday things that i normally wouldn't think twice about. unless it were a night like this.
is it bad that i feel uncomfortable writing this
is it bad that i feel uncomfortable writing this