something in the air
it seems like theres a weird pressure in the air, you know like the one you feel right before a storm or something. a real dead silence almost, of something being wrong. i started to feel it last night when i was out with some of my friends (which brings the first issue at hand). im starting to realize i really have no one here for me. i just feel alone. damon is there for me, but i feel a million miles away from him already. i wanted to go home and sleep, thats all i wanted. my two actually always there for me friends just moved away to orlando (i'll kick both of your asses when i come up this weekend, which i probably am if shit is okay down here) and i just dont know. thats on my mind. my grandpa is in the hospital since yesterday, and its a pretty serious issue. he has surgery tonight... who knows how that will go. i just dont know what to think or do. i just feel like its the calm before the storm. or before complete chaos.