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the decision has finally been made that im leaving. damon put an offer in on a house today and when he goes so do i. i just discovered that now that i am 18 all of the money and all of the tax returns my grandpa has been holding of mine is MINE and i am entitled to it at any time. i thought that i couldnt have it until he died.. but apparently since im a legal adult, it is my money and i can do anything with it i please. this would be so much easier if i were graduated, but NONE of you know how he treats me (my grandfather) not a ONE of you. i tell you we fight, i tell you im mad at him, none of you have the slightest idea of what kind of hell it is in this house. and thats how i like it. it seems nice if you visit, i seem okay when i leave. you have no idea. prepaid legal is 16 dollars a month. thats a lawyer, everything i need involving a lawyer. i dont know what i will do though. go to that lawyer. ask him what i can do. im not trying to toot my own horn, but my family has a ridiculous amount of money. i just dont see it all because its wrapped up in our houses, bank accounts, and a bunch of things i do not understand. well anyway the point is when he dies im going to get a huge sum of money to survive off of. HES NOT DEAD. so im poor. but thats only a myth, apparently some of the money is mine now since its in my name and im 18. he puts accounts in my name. i wish i could make it clear to anyone, even myself. all i know is that there is money there. right now. for my taking. i just dont know how. so im going to go to a lawyer. i can get prepaid legal and get a lawyer, or i can go to the lawyer that my grandpa deals with. because he knows about all the money. and im going to take what is mine, and i am leaving. this all sounds insane. but it probably will work. my fiance has enough money to support the both of us... just for survivial. there wont be any lavish living like there is now. no 150$ purses and probably lower cell phone plans... stuff like that... but we can survive. he put an offer in on a house today... i really wish he would choose a tiny appartment because i think that would help out alot. the consequences are really great. i wont be able to get a third dog because that will be too expensive.. i wont have my own car, we will have to share. unless his mother buys him his truck like she has been promising since his birthday (december).... i could always go back to my age old plan of getting a motorcycle (hey no insurance).... we will struggle like you have never seen struggling.... he can support me until i graduate... and once i graduate im full time working... im trying to get a raise right now in the mean time but for some reason they only seem to pay people who have been there a shorter time than me more =\ i have bills to pay too, with or without moving out... but when i graduate i can serve full time... college will be in there, but st pete college cant be that hard... i wa going to go away, then to usf, and now i decided the cheapest way is to stay at spc... all the money saved for me for college IS mine right? if i just take that... i'll be set... i can leave, i wont have to deal with him anymore. i dont know, what do you think? is it possible for an 18 year old girl, along with one other person, to survive out in the world all alone>?