no one listens

[xantitrustx]

this time im leaving. im through with it. i have wished and begged for him to be the boyfriend i once knew, and unfortunately, he has not changed back. he is this monster and i do not understand why he is so set on being this way. i am done. i am getting cingular back. and i am cutting up my credit card. and i already have my dog. so i will be set free. free from the downward spiral of wishing that i still had something i once had. if someone can love so deeply, and then depreciate in showing it, so far, that it isnt even visible, they must have never loved so deeply. i can not beleive that i fell, so hard in love. yes i can. i take it back. i can not beleive that he fell so hard out of it. no matter how hard he argues that he loves me like he always has, i still know in my heart, that if that were true, he would treat me as if he did. he would treat me as if i were his world, and as if i were his love. but i must be nothing to him. he must not think it means anything to a girl to propose to them.

he must not know it means everything to a girl to make her his world.