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Thursday, January 26, 2012 By Rick Levine
You could be flooded with waves of facts that force you to confront the limitations of your approach, but you don't have any new ideas to replace the old ones yet. You may feel as if you're standing between two worlds without a sensible plan. Although your previous assumptions are still intact, you know they must be replaced with a newer paradigm. Think outside of the box; lateral thinking strengthens your chances of success.
I feel this is true, and that I need to step up, but what terrifies me is that I have NO idea how to do it... o_O The stink of failure haunts me. I even dreamed last night that Dev had terminal cancer and I had to decide how to put her outta her misery, but I kept trying to find another answer, see a cure that someone missed... I woke up in the midst of my research. *sigh* Haunted, indeed.
Add to this that we BOTH woke up sick, and my day is complete. *sniffles* She stayed home from preschool, and slept in till 11:30!! At least my CT scan's scheduled, for Tues. *sigh*
ETA: Just found out Mercury's moving into Aquarius:
Mercury drives higher thinking and Aquarius is inventive and creative. This cosmic match-up will challenge us to think differently, and shake us out of complacent thinking or hopeless resolve. If we can harness this energy, it will be a great time to get to the true heart of any matter, and experience that "aha!" moment.
This is an interesting read about the week, and this of the month. Hmm. I HAVE been feeling those magic pulls since this all started. So there you go. I need to meditate, and crochet, and try to be proactive and focus on the good... and think outside the box. Hmm.
I should also mention that this makes me realize how great my support structure has grown over the years. The Tuesday paint people, my troupe, solid work friends, and of course family... thank you guys, for everything.
You could be flooded with waves of facts that force you to confront the limitations of your approach, but you don't have any new ideas to replace the old ones yet. You may feel as if you're standing between two worlds without a sensible plan. Although your previous assumptions are still intact, you know they must be replaced with a newer paradigm. Think outside of the box; lateral thinking strengthens your chances of success.
I feel this is true, and that I need to step up, but what terrifies me is that I have NO idea how to do it... o_O The stink of failure haunts me. I even dreamed last night that Dev had terminal cancer and I had to decide how to put her outta her misery, but I kept trying to find another answer, see a cure that someone missed... I woke up in the midst of my research. *sigh* Haunted, indeed.
Add to this that we BOTH woke up sick, and my day is complete. *sniffles* She stayed home from preschool, and slept in till 11:30!! At least my CT scan's scheduled, for Tues. *sigh*
ETA: Just found out Mercury's moving into Aquarius:
Mercury drives higher thinking and Aquarius is inventive and creative. This cosmic match-up will challenge us to think differently, and shake us out of complacent thinking or hopeless resolve. If we can harness this energy, it will be a great time to get to the true heart of any matter, and experience that "aha!" moment.
This is an interesting read about the week, and this of the month. Hmm. I HAVE been feeling those magic pulls since this all started. So there you go. I need to meditate, and crochet, and try to be proactive and focus on the good... and think outside the box. Hmm.
I should also mention that this makes me realize how great my support structure has grown over the years. The Tuesday paint people, my troupe, solid work friends, and of course family... thank you guys, for everything.