What a bad morning... why do I DO so much?!
Devin is entering those terrible two's, pushing boundaries, getting frustrated and being generally fussy. It's so hard, cause most likely I'd give her almost whatever she wants, but she can't TELL me and I offer her everything and it's never enough. This is very recent, and it's starting to wear on me already. Wonderful. Like this AM, she was of course hungry, but she didn't know what she wanted, then she finally ate a ton, then she wanted MORE food... then she wanted to go out.
So... we WERE going to go for a walk to the playground in our community, but as I'm trying to get everything pulled together she's throwing more and more fits. She wants to be carried, but I put her in the hip carrier and she had a fit, crying "BOM!" which is down. So I put her down and she has new fits... we make it to the elevator and the eye rubbies start. Ah. She just went down for a nap without a single fuss o_O. We'll see how she is when she wakes up, I still wanna go out if it's not raining and I need to drop off the rent check anyway.
God damnit! I just sat down to type this and Cleo, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, starts to pee in the corner in front of Devin's shelves!! DAMNIT!! I am so pissed right now. This is NOT my morning. Although Chlorox Oxi Magic is my hero -_-.
And I thought I was going to have some more help today, but my friend's sick, so it's just Devin and I till belly dance tonight. Yar... WHAT a morning. And, it's like I mentioned before, I have all this stuff I wanna do, post pics from the birthday, Devin pics, her 20 AND 21 month updates, but I'm trying to spend less time online and do my OTHER hobbies, I'm a month behind on comics again and I'm trying to get Devin's blanket done and there are more dolls I wanna crochet and I need to finish Neta's hairfalls PLUS my own hairfalls... I've got dance pants to try to make and I want to shop for pieces to make my own tribal kuchi belt... but I was a little off on my finances and while I'm ok I am literally at $2 till next Friday so I gotta call bill people. Not to mention the actual DANCE practice. I want to start catching back up on my books too (I think there are over 100 for me to read), and I borrowed Half-Blood Prince from Albie since I've not read it yet. AND I'm trying to be a better friend, make more calls and maybe plans... Like, I wanna run a RPG. *snorts* Yeah, I know...
Yeah. I think I'm a touch overwhelmed, and Devin not being her usually good baby self is throwing me off. Yes, I realize I have too many hobbies and that I'm doing most of this to myself... I guess I'm just trying to find the balance, heh. Prioritize, maybe. And today is just a bad day. *splat*
OK... off to do something I like to readjust my current attitude -_-. Mrow.
So... we WERE going to go for a walk to the playground in our community, but as I'm trying to get everything pulled together she's throwing more and more fits. She wants to be carried, but I put her in the hip carrier and she had a fit, crying "BOM!" which is down. So I put her down and she has new fits... we make it to the elevator and the eye rubbies start. Ah. She just went down for a nap without a single fuss o_O. We'll see how she is when she wakes up, I still wanna go out if it's not raining and I need to drop off the rent check anyway.
God damnit! I just sat down to type this and Cleo, RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, starts to pee in the corner in front of Devin's shelves!! DAMNIT!! I am so pissed right now. This is NOT my morning. Although Chlorox Oxi Magic is my hero -_-.
And I thought I was going to have some more help today, but my friend's sick, so it's just Devin and I till belly dance tonight. Yar... WHAT a morning. And, it's like I mentioned before, I have all this stuff I wanna do, post pics from the birthday, Devin pics, her 20 AND 21 month updates, but I'm trying to spend less time online and do my OTHER hobbies, I'm a month behind on comics again and I'm trying to get Devin's blanket done and there are more dolls I wanna crochet and I need to finish Neta's hairfalls PLUS my own hairfalls... I've got dance pants to try to make and I want to shop for pieces to make my own tribal kuchi belt... but I was a little off on my finances and while I'm ok I am literally at $2 till next Friday so I gotta call bill people. Not to mention the actual DANCE practice. I want to start catching back up on my books too (I think there are over 100 for me to read), and I borrowed Half-Blood Prince from Albie since I've not read it yet. AND I'm trying to be a better friend, make more calls and maybe plans... Like, I wanna run a RPG. *snorts* Yeah, I know...
Yeah. I think I'm a touch overwhelmed, and Devin not being her usually good baby self is throwing me off. Yes, I realize I have too many hobbies and that I'm doing most of this to myself... I guess I'm just trying to find the balance, heh. Prioritize, maybe. And today is just a bad day. *splat*
OK... off to do something I like to readjust my current attitude -_-. Mrow.