"If I could be sweet..."
I'm in a good mood today.
I believe that this bears mentioning as I haven't really had a good mood on for a while now. I believe it came on yesterday when I realized I had things to look forward to, goals to accomplish, a place to be. I found a certain kind of contentment in knowing that Sabrina can't wait on some level to leave Oklahoma and return with me to Massachusetts. It's a nice feeling, to be honest.
I wasn't feeling too hot so I dropped Sabrina off at Frankie and Sharon's and went home to be alone. I took a shower, took my time at it, and relaxed on the couch. At some point along that time frame of 45 minutes, I found contentment. I just started being happy. I called Jared and talked to him for a while which was awesome, talked to Ben and that was good too. I miss those two alot, I miss them and I miss Cole, and Matt, and Gabe, and Damien, and Justin, and Bobby and Jackie, Jon and Sara, Phil... everyone.
I got off the phone and went over to Frankie's and instead of being bleh about the whole thing like I usually am, I just relaxed the guards around myself a little bit and enjoyed it for what it was. Frankie, Sharon and Fluffy are not powerful minds (Frankie would be smart if he didn't smoke so damn much) on any real level, but they're decent folk for the most part. I enjoyed them for what they are and that was pretty excellent. I went home, sat and talked with my amazing wife and went to bed.
I woke up a little early and laid in bed with her while she slept and felt that peace flow over me again. Work is lame but not terrible today. I went home to eat lunch and bring Sabrina to Frankie's for the afternoon (we're eating dinner there tonight, score! They're good cooks! XD) and I walked in and she was getting all dolled up. She was also feeling pretty good about life right now. I laced her into her corset because she was jonesing to wear it and man oh man did she look absolutely gorgeous. My girl is beautiful normally, but I couldn't stop saying how great she looked. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.
I'm back at work now, and I'm still smiling stupidly. I'm having an amazing day, and I intend to make the most of it. I feel that I should mention that I was having a good day, instead of the pools of misery-filled tripe I've been leaving here on the intarweb lately.
In closing, it's good being me right now.
-X
I believe that this bears mentioning as I haven't really had a good mood on for a while now. I believe it came on yesterday when I realized I had things to look forward to, goals to accomplish, a place to be. I found a certain kind of contentment in knowing that Sabrina can't wait on some level to leave Oklahoma and return with me to Massachusetts. It's a nice feeling, to be honest.
I wasn't feeling too hot so I dropped Sabrina off at Frankie and Sharon's and went home to be alone. I took a shower, took my time at it, and relaxed on the couch. At some point along that time frame of 45 minutes, I found contentment. I just started being happy. I called Jared and talked to him for a while which was awesome, talked to Ben and that was good too. I miss those two alot, I miss them and I miss Cole, and Matt, and Gabe, and Damien, and Justin, and Bobby and Jackie, Jon and Sara, Phil... everyone.
I got off the phone and went over to Frankie's and instead of being bleh about the whole thing like I usually am, I just relaxed the guards around myself a little bit and enjoyed it for what it was. Frankie, Sharon and Fluffy are not powerful minds (Frankie would be smart if he didn't smoke so damn much) on any real level, but they're decent folk for the most part. I enjoyed them for what they are and that was pretty excellent. I went home, sat and talked with my amazing wife and went to bed.
I woke up a little early and laid in bed with her while she slept and felt that peace flow over me again. Work is lame but not terrible today. I went home to eat lunch and bring Sabrina to Frankie's for the afternoon (we're eating dinner there tonight, score! They're good cooks! XD) and I walked in and she was getting all dolled up. She was also feeling pretty good about life right now. I laced her into her corset because she was jonesing to wear it and man oh man did she look absolutely gorgeous. My girl is beautiful normally, but I couldn't stop saying how great she looked. I couldn't take my eyes off of her.
I'm back at work now, and I'm still smiling stupidly. I'm having an amazing day, and I intend to make the most of it. I feel that I should mention that I was having a good day, instead of the pools of misery-filled tripe I've been leaving here on the intarweb lately.
In closing, it's good being me right now.
-X