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I wrote so long and so hard, only to hit a wrong button and loose it all... we will see what happens now, something completely different from before, i can hope...
They watch me from the sidelines, nodding there heads ever so gently. I play my hardest, make a good move and score, and they continue to nod. They don't change, just continue nodding. Never warning me of my impending doom.
I should have seen that the truth would shoot right through you.
The target was your heart, i hit my mark but it just went right through you.
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
Last time was amazing (to say the least), when you left i was fine, when you didn't call i was fine. Now that your back i am not fine. What does our future hold, what does this weekend hold.
Should i have to ask?
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
I shouldn't call, i should leave you to your impending doom, can i postpone happiness, or will it die with you?
All i want is you, and i can never have that now.
You were my hope, your smile was everything to me, when you looked at me i saw through your eye's, through your heart, and carved hope in the stone beside you.
But i should have known the truth would shoot right through you.
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
But what happens after that? Am i willing to take another risk? Another self destructive act that wears away at my very soul?
I shouldn't call, but i will, i shouldn't kiss you, but i want to, i shouldn't be happy, but i am...
"I tie my heart on a string, to wear around your sweet neck, and show off to all your friends, cause your all i need".
They watch me from the sidelines, nodding there heads ever so gently. I play my hardest, make a good move and score, and they continue to nod. They don't change, just continue nodding. Never warning me of my impending doom.
I should have seen that the truth would shoot right through you.
The target was your heart, i hit my mark but it just went right through you.
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
Last time was amazing (to say the least), when you left i was fine, when you didn't call i was fine. Now that your back i am not fine. What does our future hold, what does this weekend hold.
Should i have to ask?
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
I shouldn't call, i should leave you to your impending doom, can i postpone happiness, or will it die with you?
All i want is you, and i can never have that now.
You were my hope, your smile was everything to me, when you looked at me i saw through your eye's, through your heart, and carved hope in the stone beside you.
But i should have known the truth would shoot right through you.
I will probably call you, i will probably kiss you, i will probably be happy.
But what happens after that? Am i willing to take another risk? Another self destructive act that wears away at my very soul?
I shouldn't call, but i will, i shouldn't kiss you, but i want to, i shouldn't be happy, but i am...
"I tie my heart on a string, to wear around your sweet neck, and show off to all your friends, cause your all i need".