Day 5

[xanotherdreamx]

[ooc: Backdate this to not this far after the end of the Valentine's event ^^;]

[Roxas sounds a rather frustrated today. The fact that he forgot his own advice and got into that situation wasn't helping his mood any, either.]

What... what was that?! Why did I feel so...? None of that is even right!

[He lets out a heavy sigh.] They just

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[pallidhues]

...?

What's wrong? What happened?

[xanotherdreamx]

Er...

You said you felt strange after eating those heart things the other day, right?

[lethechained]

Right...?

[...Where was he going with this?]

[xanotherdreamx]

...I, er, guess I didn't realize which ones they were and ate one. You were right, they did have different effects.

[lethechained]

...!

Did something bad happen? I'm sorry, I should have described them better.

[xanotherdreamx]

Well, when it happened it felt bad. I don't really know what to think about it now.

[lethechained]

Then... what happened?

[xanotherdreamx]

It... gave me some feelings that I don't usually have. I didn't know what was going on so it made it really awkward for me and Himeno.

[pallidhues]

Feelings? --oh, a friend of yours?

[xanotherdreamx]

Yeah. I think I'm just not used to having this heart. Are emotions supposed to be confusing?

[pallidhues]

...I wish I knew, to tell you. But-- I guess... they can be. Sometimes they make you do things that don't make sense.

[xanotherdreamx]

How is it better to have a heart, then? It feels like it's more trouble than before.

[pallidhues]

Mm. It is. But don't you like it, at least a little? Isn't it worth being angry or sad, if you know that you can be happy, too? It's those good feelings that make it worthwhile.

[xanotherdreamx]

I don't know yet. Other than the other day, I haven't felt very different than before. It's just... stronger.

[pallidhues]

I know what you mean. It's weird. ...Maybe you just need more time to get used to it?

[xanotherdreamx]

It really is. Yeah, maybe that is what I need.

...Have you had any trouble?