you were the first person i played frisbee with. you were with eric outside of hapy and you had your red running shirt on. i think my jaws were still wired shut. you told me they were playing at 7 on the intramural fields and you let me walk with you two. i had my phone on loud so you would hear my cool fresh prince ringtone if it rang. i don't know if it did or not. i didn't know your name was matthew, you just introduced yourself to everyone as kiggen. i met abbie helms.
Tuesday, November 11th, 200811:32 pm i hate messing up friendships. things with matthew are screwed up.
Thursday, December 18th, 200812:51 am listening to Life Run Deep at 1 AM with no pants on in the comfort of my own home 7 days from christmas talking about life with matthew is pretty great.
at deaf performance night you knew something was wrong and during intermission you took me outside to talk to you. you were wearing your tye dye shirt that looks like it has a face in it. kate and you were dating but you let me just talk to you. i told you about travis. you said you were sorry and you were praying for me. you cheered me up.
you sat on a bench with me outside and i told you aout tommy and how screwed up things were. you encouraged me to be honest with him and then he called me and that's the day i talked to him
going to accountability and always being really really intimidated by you.
learning about your life over facebook chat all freshman year and being so angered by your family situation.
coming back to school this year and calling you matthew and knowing that meant something.