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So... Girlfriend I met at Kumori-kon Dumped me Sunday. Said because of the distance and how busy she is and how hard it is to see me due to her parents and how busy she is, she doesn't trust herself. I tried to get her to change her mind but she was pretty set in her ways.
So now I'm emotionally all over. I'm... somewhat okay about the breakup (now) but I still can't stop thinking about her. Which doesn't exactly... hurt. It just... doesn't feel good. I'm getting a bit more temp work lately. Working almost 5 days a week now... Still don't make enough to cover rent alone though. My mom is going to help me.
And I did something stupid and got myself Tickets to Cake (band) they're coming to portland. *sigh* 50 dollars that I don't have. ~_~
I hope things start to turn better.
So now I'm emotionally all over. I'm... somewhat okay about the breakup (now) but I still can't stop thinking about her. Which doesn't exactly... hurt. It just... doesn't feel good. I'm getting a bit more temp work lately. Working almost 5 days a week now... Still don't make enough to cover rent alone though. My mom is going to help me.
And I did something stupid and got myself Tickets to Cake (band) they're coming to portland. *sigh* 50 dollars that I don't have. ~_~
I hope things start to turn better.