HMMM......
Yeah theres one person in this world that i will always like but now its time to move on. i made so0o many mistakes while w/ him and i wasn't even myself. i guess i was just so worried that he wouldn't like the person i really was that i didnt realize that i fucked it up. but were just friends now. time to move on cuz hes like in love w/ sumone else.
YAY in 1 and a half years i get my braces of lol until then practice makes perfect (w/ guys of course) lol cuz braces get in the way of everything ;)
In sumway i think he did use me w/out realizing it but i think that he wanted to make paige jelous and want him back. i was like just like in the middle. i wish i was paige rite now. i could try to compeat w/ her and try to win him back but i think he really likes her so as long as hes happy im happy i have more to say but im goin out to eat ttyl everyone i love the colors blue and pink together now they r so pretty lol
This song totally relates to how i feel mostly just the parts that a bold and red
Avril Lavigne - My Happy Ending
Buy this album!
From the album "Under My Skin"
So much for my happy ending...
Lets talk this over,
It's not like we're dead,
Was it something I did,
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging,
In a city so dead,
Held up so high,
On such a breakable thread.
You were all the things I thought I knew
and I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say,
They tell you I'm difficult,
but so are they.
but they don't know me,
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me,
All the shit that you do.
You were all the things I thought I knew
and I thought we could be...
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there,
So thanks for acting like you cared
and making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all,
Thanks for watching as I fall
and letting me know we were done.
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending