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Happy 4th of July!
Ew, I'm so bored. Im down at my grandmas house, and Mike is out of town so I cant talk to him to make myself un bored. He went to go and visit his brother in seaside or something I don't know. Cynthia was supposed to come over and hang out with me today, but for some reason plans fell through and shes all fucked up over at someones house and she wont answer her phone, but was I really expecting her to?
It is incredibly hot right now, and my little sister went down to the beach to watch my little brother swim so he wont drown, becuase those who know my family, know my little brother isnt co-ordinated. I actually like hanging out with my family, even though I really dont talk much because sometimes I dont really know what to say. I like to sit around and watch everyone have fun because its nice that way.
I wonder what exactly everyone is up too. I wish that someone was over here with my right now. Even my little sister is off somewere doing something. Tonight is going to be better though, were only having dinner down here, then were gonna go back up to my house and watch the fireworks from up there. I really wish that I could talk to Mike. I would be entertained, and happy. He makes me feel good.
you know being bored really sucks, so thats why i went and I color co-ordinated this post. Its not like any one is going to read it, but sometimes you have to post one of those incredibly long posts that you dont get any comments on. Haha. So I started talking to Jon again too. Its nice that him and I can have a frendly conversation without one of us getting mad at the other and blocking eachother. We don't really have much to say sometimes, but when we do we are on roll.
Sometimes I really miss talking to him you know. Sometimes I miss talkng to other people too. People that I shouldnt even really be thinking about because I want to hate them so much. Maybe all this stupid drama is un-nessicary and I should just show up at her house with a big bowl to smoke her out with. I don't know what she's say so I dont think I should. Haha. I would though, becuase I dont like drama, its retarded.
I can't wait until the fireworks tonight they are going to be alot of fun. Im getting really bored and restless down here. I wanna go home and talk to Mike, maybe he will call me later on tonight when he gets to seaside. I would really like to hear from him. He was supposed to call me and wake me up this morning but he didnt end up doing that. I was kinda sad.
im going now to anyone who reads this thanks for listening to me ramble and im sorry that you read it all you must have been bored.